Scott's POV.
I woke up slowly and shifted a little.
I opened my eyes and smiled when I saw Mark staring at me. I looked at Mason and then... I saw Mitch.
"W-What's he doing here?" I mumbled.
"We picked him up. You guys need to talk." Mason said.
"I don't wanna talk to a cheating ass." I scoffed, making Mitch flinch.
"I didn't cheat! I'm not yours, you know." Mitch gasped.
"It felt like you were..." I whispered.
"Scott... Please..." Mark begged.
"Please what? I wake up and suddenly he's here!" I exclaimed.
Mitch shuffled a little uncomfortable on his chair.
"I-I just wanna t-talk." Mitch said.
"About what? About how you chea- fucked Beau? Damn Mitch... You perfectly knew I am... I was, in love with you." I said.
Am I still in love with him? I doubt it. He broke my heart. I thought he would be different than all the other men in my life. Am I not good enough again? I think so.
I saw Mitch tear up at my words, I had trouble to stay calm.
"Y-You're not in love with m-me anymore?" Mitch asked.
"Why do you care?" I snapped.
"B-Because I still love you." Mitch whispered, now with tears rolling down his cheeks.
"If you would really love me, you wouldn't have fucked Beau." I said.
"That's not fair..." Mitch sighed
"It is." I said.
"Sorry to interfere, but people make mistakes. How do you think Mason and I are still together? We forgive each other." Mark said.
I sighed and thought about what Mark just said. I looked at Mitch.
"I want to be good enough for you." I mumbled.
"You are." Mitch said.
"You've fucked someone else. That makes me feel like I'm not." I whispered.
Mitch gasped softly.
"Yes." I said.
"I'm sorry. I just didn't think about how it would affect you. I was hurt to see you in bed with two guys. I didn't fuck Beau because you weren't good enough for me, I fucked Beau because I was hurt. I'm really sorry." Mitch told me.
"Did you enjoy it?" I asked.
Mitch looked at me with wide eyes. I saw him thinking.
"Please, be honest with me." I said.
"Well, sex is enjoyable... BUT I'd rather have sex with you, I guess. There's a difference between having sex and making love with someone." Mitch smiled.
He's right. When I was single I've had a lot of one night stands. Sex with them felt numb. I was their doll. I don't know if I've ever made love with someone. My ex-boyfriend also made me feel like I was his doll.
"I don't know, Mitch." I said.
"I understand." Mitch sighed.
Mark and Mason looked at us.
"So, can you please act like adults again?" Mason asked.
"I'll try my best." I said.
"Please, forgive me." Mitch begged.
"I don't know. You've shattered my trust." I said.
"I'm sorry... Forgive me, please?" Mitch begged me.
I stared at Mitch.
"On one condition" I said.
Mitch nodded hopefully.
"Yes, anything. Just tell me." Mitch said.
I cleared my throat.
"Get rid of Beau." I said.
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(COMPLETE) Please, don't try to fix me. - Book 1.
Fanfiction(COMPLETE) Mitch and Scott are both damaged. They don't believe in love anymore. Until they meet each other. The way to healing is a long way. It's hard to feel safe again. Because sometimes, feeling safe means being vulnerable.
