(COMPLETE) Please, don't try to fix me. - Book 1.

23.

Mitch's POV.

Scott just fucking left me behind.

I cried when I walked back to my room.

When I entered my room, I saw Beau walking up to me. He's ready to give me a hug, but I gently pushed him away.

"Don't even question it." I said with a sob.

"Oh, okay. I'll be here reading a book." Beau said.

"Go ahead." I said as I threw myself on the bed.

I cried in my pillow. I couldn't stop crying. I fucked up. What kind of piece of shit am I?!

Scott was right. I should have waited until I've heard his side of the story. Instead of throwing myself into Beau's arms.

I looked at Beau. He was sitting there, really peaceful. Just reading a book.

"What book are you reading?" I asked quietly.

Beau looked up, he seemed surprised.

"The Velvet Rage." Beau answered.

"Oh, I've heard about that one." I whispered.

"Yeah, it's really good. Maybe a bit heavy to read, but I'm used to that." Beau smiled.

I stared at Beau. Flashbacks of what happened before raced through my mind. I sighed and tears started to form in my eyes again.

No offense to Beau, but I felt dirty. Really dirty. How could I let things go this far? I don't want to think about it.

I cried softly. Again.

"Are you okay?" Beau asked.

Stupid question.

I shrugged.

"Just let me." I mumbled as I started to cry in my pillow again.

I stayed like that for a few hours I think.

"I am going to have some dinner. Are you coming with me?" Beau said.

"No. I'm not hungry." I answered.

"I hope you'll eat something later." Beau sighed.

"Why do you care?" I snapped.

"Well, we've had sex. So, yes. I do care." Beau said.

"That isn't a reason!" I exclaimed.

"For me it is." Beau whispered.

I looked at him and I huffed.

"Leave me alone." I said.

"As you wish..." Beau sighed.

Beau left, leaving the door slightly open.

I sank into the bed again... I hate this. I've lost the love of my life due to some stupid decisions.

I heard someone knock on my door.

I looked up. Oh, those two. No, what do they want?

"Oh. You two." I sighed.

"Yes, us two." The dark haired guy giggled.

"Can we talk? Just quick." The other guy said.

"I guess so." I shrugged.

I wasn't in the mood to talk, but I'm born curious.

The boys introduced themselves as Mark and Mason. I introduced myself too. Not that they don't know who I am though...

"Okay. What do you wanna talk about?" I asked.

"About Scott." Mason said.

"I don't wanna talk about him. I've lost him. It's over." I said.

"Are you going to give up this fast?" Mark asked.

"Yeah, there's nothing to save anymore." I whispered.

"Not true. Mark and I are together for like 10 years. Do you think it went well between us all the time? Nope. But we've FOUGHT for it." Mason told me.

"Scott is madly in love with you." Mark said.

"And I am madly in love with him... But seeing him with you two in bed. It just... I felt so broken and I do stupid things when I feel broken." I said.

"Yes, I apologize." Mason said.

"Me too." Mark added.

I looked at them. They are kind.

"Apologies accepted." I smiled.

Mark and Mason hugged me at the same time, I chuckled.

"Where's Scott now?" I asked.

"He's asleep. We wanted to bring you to him. Everyone here is having dinner now." Mark said.

"We bumped into Beau too. But after telling him that Scott knew, he rushed away. Loser." Mason scoffed.

I flinched at his scoff, but I remained calm.

"He did? Oh... Can you bring me to Scott now?" I asked.

"Sure. Follow us." Mason said.

I followed the boys. We tiptoed through the hallway and soon enough I was standing in front of their room.

I took a deep breath.

Mark opened the door.

I entered the room quietly and looked at Scott. He was still asleep. I smiled. I love him so much.

I was happy to see him, but also scared. What would he say when he wakes up?

"You can sit down and wait until he wakes up." Mark whispered.

"Okay." I whispered back.

I sat down and stared at the man of my dreams.