(COMPLETE) Please, don't try to fix me. - Book 1.

25.

Mitch's POV.

I gasped loudly.

"W-What? I can't do that!" I exclaimed.

"Well, I don't want you to share a room with someone you've fucked." Scott said.

"But Beau said it was okay. I told him about you and that it was all a mistake. I really did!" I panicked.

"I don't care. You've had sex, so the attraction is there." Scott said.

I looked at Mark and Mason with desperate eyes.

"Aren't you taking this too serious, Scott?" Mark tried.

"Of course I am. I fucking love Mitch! Or well... Yes, I still do actually." Scott said as he looked at me.

I sighed in relief. He still loves me. That's good.

"I love you too. Believe me, I do." I whispered.

Scott's face softened for a second and I could see a soft smile appearing on his face.

"Okay." Scott smiled.

"T-There's something else I n-need to tell you." I stuttered.

"Hmm? What?" Scott asked.

"I took his v-card." I said softly.

"Sorry?" Scott said.

"I took his v-card. It was his first time." I repeated.

"You WHAT?! Okay. Get out!" Scott exclaimed.

"B-But... Scott, y-you've s-said you lo-" I stuttered.

"I don't care if I love you or not. Just leave me alone." Scott breathed angrily.

Mark and Mason decided not to interfere and brought me to the hallway.

"I'm sorry. We've tried." Mark said.

Mason looked at me with sadness in his eyes.

I turned around and walked back to my department. I bumped into someone, since I was sadly looking down at my feet.

"Beau, not again." I whispered.

"I'm not Beau." Kevin said.

"You sure don't look like Beau." I said.

"I don't know whether that's good or not." Kevin said.

"Never mind. What are you doing here?" I asked.

"I could ask you the same." Kevin said.

"I went to Scott." I mumbled.

"And why did you?" Kevin asked.

"We've got some problems and I wanted to have it all talked out. Unfortunately it only got worse." I sniffled.

"Well, let that be a lesson then." Kevin said.

"Can I go now?" I whispered.

"Yes. You can go." Kevin said.

I walked to my room. Beau was already there.

"Hey. How did it go?" Beau asked.

"Can't you tell?!" I snapped.

"Sorry for asking." Beau mumbled.

"It got worse." I said.

"How?" Beau asked.

"He knows, Beau. He knows that I fucking fucked you and that I took your fucking v-card." I told Beau.

"Oh... That sucks." Beau said softly.

"Yes. He wants me to get rid of you." I said.

"Is he insane?" Beau asked.

"Well, I guess this situation made him insane..." I smiled.

"You should forget him." Beau said.

"Why? I don't want to. I've fucked you, that's all. It didn't mean anything. It was just sex, with lots of lust. Just lust." I said.

Beau shrugged and went back to scrolling on his cellphone.

"Right? Beau? It was just lust. Right? Beau answer me." I said softly.

"You want me to be honest?" Beau asked.

"Yes, please." I said.

"Just sex? Just lust? Well, for you it was." Beau said.

I fell silent and watched Beau walking out of our room, without a word. I tangled my fingers in my hair.

"Great, just great..." I whispered.

How did this escalate so fast? Scott said he loved me, but he probably hates me. Beau said he was alright with everything, but now it seems he loves me. What a mess!

There's a knock on the door.

"Beau?" I said as I looked up.

"Wrong again." Kevin chuckled.

"Oh... Hi." I said.

"Hey, do you want to come and say goodbye to Shane and Ryland?" Kevin asked.

"Why?" I asked.

"They're leaving." Kevin said.

I looked at Kevin and got an idea. I jolted up and walked to Kevin, grabbing his uniform.

"Can I have their room, please?!" I almost shouted.

Kevin looked at me with wide eyes and carefully pried my fingers off of his uniform.

"Mitch? Are you okay?" Kevin asked concernedly.

"No, I'm not. I don't want to stay in this room. I need to have a room for myself. I need to be alone. I promise I won't do crazy things. But please." I almost begged.

Kevin sighed. I smiled at Kevin. It was my brightest smile... I kept smiling like this, until I saw him standing in the doorway.

I turned pale and my breath stopped in my throat.

"W-What are you doing here?" I said.

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