(COMPLETE) Please, don't try to fix me. - Book 1.

17.

Mitch's POV.

I sobbed uncontrollably in Beau's arms. Scott is going to share his room with two guys? How did they even come up with that?!

"It's alright, Mitch. Just let it all out and after that you can talk to me about it." Beau whispered as he rubbed my back.

It helped to calm me down. I looked up at Beau with tear-stained cheeks.

"H-He is going t-to share h-his room w-with two guys." I sobbed.

"Your boyfriend?" Beau asked.

I nodded. I felt bad to lie to Beau, so I decided to be honest. I took a deep breath.

"He isn't my boyfriend. Not yet." I said.

"Oh, I see. But if it feels like he is, why not?" Beau said.

I gasped. This boy is really kind. Spontaneous and kind. I smiled at him. He has nice green eyes.

"Thanks." I whispered.

"Are you okay now?" Beau asked.

"Yes, I feel better." I said.

Beau pulled away from the "hug".

"Good. Come sit with me in our room? We need to get to know each other better. We share a room after all." Beau smiled.

"Sure." I said and walked to our room with him

Once we settled ourselves down, we started to talk. He told me about his selfharm. He doesn't cut himself, but he smokes and sometimes he pushes his burning cigarettes against his arm. He even showed me his arms! I told him about me and my ex-boyfriend.

"He didn't deserve you. You're kind." Beau said.

"Thanks, you are too." I smiled.

There was a silence for a moment.

"Beau, do you think I can visit Scott?" I asked.

"I don't know. Maybe you can ask Dr. Olusola?" Beau said.

"Maybe... Do you mind to come with me if I do? I mean, it's a little bit scary." I said.

I blushed and looked down at my lap.

"Of course I will. If it makes you feel better, why not?" Beau said.

"Really?" I gasped.

"Yeah, sure. Let's do it now!" Beau smiled.

I smiled back. Wow, he is helpful too.

Beau stood up and pulled me up. I giggled.

"Thanks. Also for coming with me." I said.

"It's alright. I'll be your support." Beau laughed.

"Literally. I'll faint if Kevin doesn't let me visit Scott. It's been half a day and I'm already turning into a looney." I chuckled.

"I've never had a boyfriend before, so I don't know how that feels." Beau said.

"Never? Oh, well... It feels the same as when you miss your girlfriend, I think." I said.

Beau nodded and we walked to Kevin's office.

"You're back?" Kevin asked.

"Yes." I answered.

"And I see you've made a new friend..." Kevin smiled.

I nodded.

"I'm here to ask you something." I whispered.

"Go ahead." Kevin said.

"I... Umm..." I said as I doubted how to start.

Beau saved me.

"Mitch here wants to ask if it's possible to visit Scott. He's going looney without him." Beau said.

I giggled softly. Beau is so straight to the point. Sometimes it scares me, but it can be funny too.

"I see. It's been half a day and you already want to visit him?" Kevin asked.

"Yes. I really want to." I said.

"Your love must be strong." Kevin sighed.

"It really is." I admitted.

"I'll ask Kirstin to bring you." Kevin smiled.

Kevin took his phone and called Kirstin. They talked for a bit and then he finished the call.

"She'll be here in five minutes." Kevin said.

I stared at Kevin. I was amazed. This went really easy. I expected it to be difficult. I guess he knows how much I love Scott.

"Thank you. I appreciate this." I smiled.

"I know." Kevin said.

"This is great." Beau said.

I smiled at Beau.

"Thanks for the support, Beau." I smiled.

"Anytime" Beau said and he gave me a thumbs up.

I waited for Kirstin to show up and she did very soon.

"Hi. You wanted to visit Scott?" Kirstin asked.

I nodded. I rubbed my eyes.

"It's getting late and I want to go to bed soon. Can we go now?" I mumbled.

Beau laughed softly.

"You're cute when you're sleepy." Beau laughed.

"Just wait until you see me sleep." I smiled.

Kirstin and I started to walk.

"Do you miss him this much?" Kirstin asked.

"Obviously." I sassed.

"That's cute." Kirstin smiled.

"I know." I said.

We walked through a long hallway.

"This is it." Kirstin said.

"Wow, it's white." I said

"Scott said the same." Kirstin giggled.

"True love." I joked.

The truth is. I really think it's true love. I mean, we're so damaged and yet we're able to fall in love with each other.

"It's room 3.08. Straight ahead and turn left at that huge plant there." Kirstin explained.

"Thank you so much. C-Can I hug you?" I said.

"Of course, sweetheart." Kirstin smiled as she pulled me into a hug.

"Thanks. I needed that." I smiled as I pulled away.

"Now, go get a hug from Scotty." Kirstin said and she left.

I followed the directions Kirstin gave me. I found his room quickly. I heard weird noises though. Is he? No... Not my Scotty.

I decided to push the door open, since it was slightly open already. But the scene in front of me made me regret that I did. Scott was laying down on the bed, with a bearded man on top of him. Also, there was this other guy who sat next to them with a kind of hungry look in his eyes.

"WHAT THE FUCK?!" I exclaimed as I teared up immediately.

Scott turned his face to me and shock was all over his face.

"Mitch! It's not what you think it is. I-" Scott tried to explain.

But it was too late. I closed the door and ran back to my own department. Tears streaming down my face.