I think it finally hit me I just turned 18 on the 13th of this month and everything has kinda started to sink in. Not just that I know I'm a adult and I know that things are gonna change now and yet it's hard to think bout it . I have a splitting headache trying to juggle and plan ahead in life . I'm hoping that's normal then again I think of myself as anything but ordinary so maybe it's not .
Thinks I'm trying to balance include the question Your 18 now what ? And what are You gonna do after senior year ? And knowing the difference between real or fake friends ? However that's pretty self explanatory but some people go without knowing their whole life's . Which is a scary thought also knowing if your bf actually cares about you or not which he dose but not every relationship on life is easy like friendships and family I'm struggling with just bout all 3 in weird ways on top of that juggling school as well redemption week only failing 1 class but it's because there wasn't enough time and I had other things due not an excuse I know .
I'm also currently toothless so I've got the struggle of eating can't Seam to remember at times that I don't have but 6 teeth left that is if u don't count the 2 wisdom teeth that are trying to come through so to help get some teeth back in my mouth trying to shortage myself on Dr Pepper which started out easy but I'm slacking on it trying to drink tea to help my addiction to Dr Pepper
As for my bf situation we live in the same town but never get to see each other in the outside world it's still pretty early into the relationship going to prom together in the next couple weeks looking forward to it he did come back to school in February for bout 2 weeks then got sick and started falling behind so he stopped coming and won't be here for the rest of the year only 7 weeks left though and time flies towards this time of the year then maybe I can see him during the summer
So much is running through my head it's giving me a splitting headache trying to think ahead in life and so much is happening and it's annoying and it's stressing me out but I know I can handle it I've gotten this far I can finish this year off strong
