This was a very emotional day for me it was 3 days before Jill was about to graduate high school something doctors said would never happen but hey doctors can be idiots and science and willpower is the best kinda motivation I don't know what triggered it but it all hit once I started looking around to see all he best friends then I was drawn to look at me and Jill's pictures and I start welling up because I'm freaking out and realizing that my sister will not be with me this next year like she was last year it's not gonna be the same without her there with me at lunch yes she will still be around but it won't be the same but as I've mentioned before I'm so proud of her she's the type of person with determination ,wit, strong, but she's got a soft side only few see that side tho I'm excited to see what she dose with in the next begging years of her life starting college and hopefully meeting someone I know she's not the type that wants a guys affection but it'd be nice to see her with someone soon with in the years to come it will just be me and Jill hopefully traveling and having pets and a home to come back to like we always talk bout I know that's a couple years into the future but that's what I'm holding on to we both will need to adapt college wise and high school wise Jill was my main person I hung out with despite others trying to separate us which did not happen to often this past year but every so offten we managed to find our way back to each other I know me I will call her on the first day at lunch asking her hey where you at you need a boost and then remember oh ya your in collage she's my main person in my circle it's a small circle and I don't now if you would call it much of a circle but my girls that I got mean the world to me Jill and Vanessa Vanessa was first to graduate then Jill on the last of our group but I know my goal I know that Boom shell is coming but it won't really hit until the first day but we will manage I know we will
