So right now im just trying to get my thoughts together and just say calm and try to relax and not over stressed out over what's happened while i understand why shes upset in a way we both are right and its out of our control just hope everything will be ok on the end
However in the mean time im just trying to clear my mind spend time with rocky he dont like to be left alone just finished making homemade tortillas by myself to surprise mom and mike and it was nice to do that again especially with the weather right now stil taking a break from making and posting videos which feels weird but today i was tempted to at least make a video but trying to see if thats something i want to do just keeping an open mind plus ive got dezs birthday tomorrow so i got that probably going to be tired but other then that theres some other things
Going on more to come soon
