Omg I can't believe it I'm gonna be a SENIOR!! Starting Tomorrow !! This is gonna be a big yr for me I'm excited and nervous and I'm trying to cope with the fact that my sister isn't gonna be with me I'm trying not to think bout it too much bc the thought of it makes me tearful and scared to take on this yr without her but thanks to her I know I'll be okay and be strong enough to take this year on and make the most of this year I'm looking forward to all of the opportunities and memories I'm gonna make this year I don't know what's to come of my relationship with Ryan this yr given we have different schedules and I'm gonna graduate this next yr and he will still be there so if it don't work this yr I'm gonna try to make it work but if not now then maybe somewhere down the road but I'm not gonna let a relationship ruin my senior year this is gonna be a great yr for me right now things seam impossible to cope with but I know this yr will go by fast and I can't believe that I'm finally a SENIOR !!! I'm gonna get my credit recovery done and walk that stage make memories and get accepted into a college even if I start at acc which might happen no shame tho but hey gotta dip your Doe it won't be the same without you sis but I can't wait to hear all about it !!
