Thinking about the year to come I have so many questions so many experiences I'd like to be a part of but I know I'll be left out in the dark at times and not know all the answers my questions comply of what's gonna happen on graduation will it hit me right away that I'm out what college will I go to what do I want as a job what do I want to do in life to make my mark how will I leave my mark on my last year who do I see myself as a person who are my real friends who isn't worth my time how do I want to decorate me and Jill's house in the future will I still be in my relationship after I graduate will he stay loyal and I being over protective all of these schedules circle my head day and night most of them I have an idea of but others I have no clue the future can be scary and unpredictable but maybe some things are better left in the dark maybe we're not suppose to know all the answers to life's questions and just dive in and learn to float rather then sink I'm trying to keep my mind on the right now and not pressure my self about what's to come and all of that just got to remember that
