Prom is getting closer and the closer it gets the more excited I get but nervous too this is my first actual prom a night away from my family and I just spend the night with my best friend /sis and my date/ boyfriend just me and them and some friends too angel and Alice and Jill's friends too haven't been close with them but I know them and I'm just nervous I can't wait to see Ryan it's been 2/half months since I've seen him for various reasons I won't mention but the main thing of prom night is finally getting to have a sleep over with my sis we were originally suppose to have a sleep over her 17th birthday but some one took over and flat out said no thanks a lot for that gerrrrrrrrr but I'm so excited but miss control freak is Paranoid bout it and yet again down right no I mean both me and Jill are within equal distance from the hotel to where we can meet in the middle I'm just so excised and I'm probably going to get on everybody's nerves that night with the pictures but I mean you can't really blame eat too much just words can't describe how excited I am I want nothing more then to have fun dance the night away and forget my worries for 1 night can't wait to have fun with my sis dance to our favorite songs and party eat out body weight which is funny bc we don't actually gain what we eat which is also soooooo cool but we all know why that is I'm really gonna miss Jill when she leaves we have been there for each other for the past almost 3 years and it's gonna be hard to see her off but I'd be more proud that she made it and as for angel her date who called me Chihuahua he's cool too never got too close but close enough I guess my date Ryan I said it one and I'm saying it again can't wait to see him and spend time with him that night too hopefully slow dance with him and hug him and just be with him but I'm so overall excited and I know I repeated some things a few too many times but somtimes it's hard to stop lol y'all know what I mean well I know at least 1 of you knows (wink)
