So a lot has been happening lately from me and Jill being busy to
helping with the academic awards to going to vase hanging and arguing with my friends and trying to stay a float here my last yr of high school there are times I feel like I'm drowning it's going by fast next month is my birthday I broke up with my boyfriend and I'm preparing to graduate 🎓 can't wait the work load is piling up I'm getting flustered and dizzy at times from finding out secrets and people getting annoying and much much more I'd say I'm doing pretty well given what's been happening a couple changes and miss hap with a crush of mine to feeling alone st times it's strange but I'm getting along just have to stay positive and not worry bout the past or cry over spilled milk as he put it I've been hanging out it's max during lunch it's been great to spend time with him and talk 2 of my friends however are making that awkward at times and it's crazy how they feel me and him have a shot don't matter if I like them or not I can't seem to catch the right one bit another thing is I don't want a bf I want to be my weird self and not worrry bout guys till then I've got my friends I honestly can't see me with another guy I told myself that if things with Ryan went to hell like they did I wouldn't get back into s relationship for a long while and I'm sticking to thdt but they don't mean I csnt have crushes I just have to try not to let them take over me to where I let off a signal that shows who I like in the room I did start talking to this guy from liking who likes me but I don't think I'm really interested in him like thdt he's seeet it very sensitive and fragile he has autism he is sweet bit I told him right out your very sweet but I don't want a relationship right now he's ok with it and understands bit he was like I don't want u to meet anyone new bc he wants us to date which weird I know I'm trying to enjoy being single Ana is at it again posing as a guy on FB trying to date girls I got a friends request from some fake guy and sierras like it's Ana so ya weird and ewwww case went well I had fun but it was boring waiting around while I had stuff to do I was still bored I went to my interview and the woman was older but nice I showed her my photo Rush Hour snd she loved it asked me some questions and we brought up how photography is kind of s lost art up until resently snd hoe there's typically more male photographers then women and how amazing photoshop is for the interview alone I got all 4s to make s total or 20 I believe and he photo over all I got a 8 the only thing she said could have been better was to crop the top a little more and she was impressed with how it was centered beautifully and asked if I used a tripod I replied no I used the bridge riverside bridge overlooking HWy 35 she loved it I went to go see if my photo made it in the 4D division it had not they were not too clear as to where the photos were they ended up still bringing on photos and works as we were viewing the work it was all amazing lots of great artists turns out they put me and much more has happened
