Okay don't get me wrong here I like Ryan I do but he has him moments where I'm not sure if I'm what he wants my family don't like that I'm with someone who has autism but that's not s bad word it's not like he's gonna infect me it's part of him it is him although he dose take advantage of it using it as an excuse but he has his moments where he cans be a real sweet ut other times where he's mean like when I text him to make sure he's here bc he wasn't really here at all this past year and it held him back a year he should be a senior with me but he's a junior so I leave him this next year which I know despite what he says will be hard for him bc yes he can live without me but he wouldn't what to be then he's like you and Jill aren't actual sisters you know that right it's like ya I know that and he's like well why are you saying your sisters when your not it's like ok Ryan I like you but I love Jill more and if he ever made me choose between her and him she would win hands down he don't understand how important she is to me and how much she's helped me become and figure out me and be there for me but he can be a sweet he's wrote me a little song on my birthday came to the thump even tho the one person I really wanted to see was Jill and and he surprised me by getting blunch and letting me wear his hat and take it home with me he has a terrible memory but in a way we all do but he don't know some basic information bout me like my favorite color or that I love to Wright simple things about me you know I don't want to lose him bc for the first time in forever I'm kinda happy I'd be happier If I had my sis but hey it's cool for now and yes I am the over protective gfbut Ryan talks better with girls then he dose guys well sorta and he has this girl in his life named Logan who is labeled as the love of his life she's not here where we are she's in Vegas but I don't want her to take him from me or any of his ex's st that much less any girl here I've had a girl with a lot of history with my bf taken from me before and I swear I'm not ever gonna let that happen to me again yes Michael was an idiot from the start but dident know he had that in him guys lie which I learned qick
