Okay long story short I live in a hole that I keep digging deeper everyday it's something new a new argument/ disagreement the you are acting like the mother that left you on my door step my door step the you didn't do the dishes you have your mothers attitude I should hope I got something from my mother and honestly at times that attitude can come in handy and yes I do have her attitude you back talk my mother you don't let me get a say your holding the Disney porcelain dolls my mother got me for Christmas when I was younger you tried to take my lettermen jacket away from me and swore up and down that you bought it NO! you didn't you have been yelling at me all this time and can't let go of the past it's in the past you would think she let it go she acts like s child she's 60 something years old I wish there wasn't all this argument all the time and I wish I'd get to be more independent and be able to see my friends when I can to go to the mall with sister by lift no parents to have them understand that I'm 18 and all I want to do is have fun with the people I love and to see my other half of my family with out s huge blow out fight I live with my dad and Nana 24/7 I go to school here this is where I was born and half raised and you can't let me go see my mom for a month of my summer vacation really we split holidays and share weekends and all that and yet you can't let me see my mom the women who raised me loves me carried me protected me and more then anything wants me home I have another side of my family in my other home town and I want to take my other half with me we're excised it won't be for a while but it will be a dream come true when it happens it's not so much to ask I love going to my mom's it's freedom it's calming and I have my own room that's not freaking a hot hot pink if you know me st all you know I hate the color pink and my room is a bright hot you in the face pink filled with furniture that isn't mine all aside from the bed and the tv but let's face it Netflix is a girls best friend but the point is it's not so much to ask to spend time with the parent I don't get to wake up to every morning to not see the parent everyday like I'd like to not be able to see my mom when I want without an argument and her bringing up the past it's in the past LET IT GO !!!!
