Anna (Go With Him)

Chapter 8 "Cloudy day"

Anna's P.O.V.

Do you ever feel like hating Mondays ? Because I do...very often. My Sunday had felt like winning a contest, and finding out your prize is a coupon; I had been disappointed of life back again. Abby had spent the day at her grandma's with her family, so I spent my Sunday doing pretty much nothing, thinking, and wondering why I felt so empty. Even more than I am. It must be Abby's company. "It must be the Sunday mood. Rather be stressing out at school" I said to myself, but regretted it the next morning.

I ignored Robin's call for breakfast, and grabbed my backpack. Don't judge me. That's how I am. Usually when I'm feeling like life's not worth it. I walked out of my house as soon as I could. I needed the air. I walked alone to school; I didn't run into Abby in my way. I got to school a little earlier, and I wasn't happy with that. Looks like nothing's going to make you happy today huh Anna?

"Anna!" Oh there she is. She ran towards me, and bear-hugged me.

"Hey. You're here... early?"

She has never been this early to school.

"I got a ride!" She said excitedly.

"From...?"

"Ivan"

"Ivan?"

"It doesn't matter, I got to school early! Isn't that great?!"

How is that even exciting?

"How's that even exciting?" Oh you didn't Anna. You didn't keep it to yourself. Why?

"Oohh someone's in a bad mood this morning. What is it now? Lice?"

That's what I needed.

"Shut up. Don't even bother" I laughed.

"Okay so don't turn around, but there comes Shannon behind you" She whispered making it obvious.

"Hi, girls" That voice. Not feeling like hearing it today.

"Oh hi" I tried my best.

"I was wondering if you'd like to have lunch with me and my friends today"

I swallowed.

"Sure why not?"

Oh Well.

"Great! See you at the benches then. Later" She pulled her books to her chest, and walked away.

"Can you believe that?" I asked Abby as we watched Shannon walk away.

"I know, I can't get over that huge ass"

"No. I mean, she thinks we're her friends now"

"Is it that bad? Then why did you say yes in the first place?"

She's got a point. Why did I do so?

"I don't know, I'm too tired to think this morning" I said.

"Do you think Christina comes to this school too?"

"I don't think so, Shannon should have mentioned that"

It's Shannon we're talking about; I wouldn't be surprised if she "forgot" to tell us her friend comes to this school.

John's P.O.V.

"Ain't going to talk to me today either?" Spoke Mimi holding up her cup of tea.

Sharing breakfast with Mimi without saying a word was the most Lennon-cruel thing I'd do. As a kid, I had been bullied at school for not having my mum with me, and I blamed Mimi. "At least she took care of you; you ungrateful bastard" They'd say, but what do they know if they were raised by both parents? Every time I swore to myself I'd forget, I'd go and curse at the sky. Sometimes I thought I'd be willing to give up my dream, and in exchange, have my mother with me, but other times I wished she was dead instead. Either way I'm stuck. I'm overwhelmed and grounded.