Anna (Go With Him)

Chapter 34 "Anna, go with him"

Anna's P.O.V.

After two days I was allowed to leave and go home. None of us talked about what happened the day John and I escaped, but I don't think it's necessary. I took a looooong nap as soon as I got home. I had no idea if I was with John or Julian anymore, and the fact that they started to get along was making it more confusing, and creepy... They altern to take care of me at my place; John comes during the night, and Julian comes during the day because he got a night shift in his new job. It's like having two boyfriends. Scary and lovely at the same time. 

Breastfeeding was something I really enjoyed because the babies looked so cute eating at the same time. 

"Aww. They got so huge" Said John sitting on the chair glancing from over the newspaper he was reading.

"John, how could they? They're barely two days old"

"No, I'm talking about your boobs" He giggled.

"Oh shut up"

"Listen, Julian told me to pick him at 7 from work. I better get going now" He said getting up.

"What happened to his car?"

"That thing won't work. Didn't you know how many times he's crashed it?"

"Tell him he doesn't need to come today; we will be okay"

"I'll try, but you know how he is. He won't listen. 'cause he loves you" He said looking down.

"Go get some sleep, John. We won't talk about that"

"Well I know your answer..."

"What are you talking about?"

"You're still wearing the ring..." He said.

Fuck. I looked at my finger to see he was right.

"I- forgot..."

"I don't hate him y'know? I just want to know. Are you staying with me or him? I'm sure he wants an answer too. Anna, the reason we get along is because of you..."

"I don't want to think about it now. Seriously, John"

"Deep inside I know you pick me... 'cause if not, I wouldn't be here"

"I can't pick. This is not a competition! I want you both in my life for now. Can't you understand that?" Maybe I was too harsh to him, but I was sick of that constant argue.

"Mmm" He shoved his hands on his pockets. "I'm not into these type of threesomes" He said sarcastically as he walked out.

I didn't lie to him though; I really loved them both in my life. If I choose to be with John, I break Julian's heart, and if I choose to be with Julian, John will be devastated. I'd rather postpone it.

John's P.O.V.

I walked out of there feeling very angry. I could understand if she'd make a fucking decision, but she won't. I believe Julian thinks he's in hell. I think in fact he's trying to compete with me every second of the day. Maybe I deserve it, but Julian did nothing to her compared to the pain I caused her. That pain I can't forget.

"Thanks for picking me up, pal. I owe you one" Said Julian as he put his seatbelt on.

"No prob"

"So how's she doing?"

"She's fine. She told me to let you know you don't need to come today" I said.

"I knew she'd say that, but I'll come anyway"

I nodded "How was the night shift?"

"I hated it" He sighed. "But I need it. You've got to be prepared for whatever it might come. There are two babies now. You never know"