Anna (Go With Him)

Chapter 31 "A getaway"

Anna's P.O.V.

Why am I so stupid? Why couldn't I just say no, and go cry by myself afterwards like always? He hypnotized me again. I felt disappointed of myself. I felt all this sacrifice was for nothing. I was being so selfish. I felt I was like John...

"We can't"

His eyes brightened up knowing I wanted to.

"But why not? You just told Paul you love me. I know I don't deserve to be forgiven, but please, I just need one more chance to show you we can work. All those years together...we can't let them behind. Please" He kept begging.

"But Julian"

"Julian will forgive you. He will understand because he loves you, but you don't..."

"John, I really can't. He's been really kind. He took care of me all this time. I can't be this ungrateful to him. He does not deserve it. I'm sorry, John" I said pulling away.

"Babe" He got on his knees quickly, and hooked his arms on my legs as he saw I was about to walk away.

"John. Please stand up"

"No!" He looked up at me. "I'm so sorry I hurt you. I should not have. I'm really sorry"

He looked ridiculously adorable begging on my feet.

"It's a shame I can't forget you raped me, isn't it?"

I could feel how uncomfortable he felt when I said that. He pulled away from me, and stood up to look at me in the eyes before he spoke in a quiet voice.

"I'm so sorry. Do you regret our twins?"

He knows me too well. How did he know that would get me?

"You know I don't"

"I love them too, y'know?"

I melted.

"John..." I sighed.

"I'll talk to Julian myself"

"What? No! You know what? I don't want to talk about it anymore. My feet are killing me! I'm so tired"

"Can I take you home?"

"No, thanks. Julian will pick me up"

"It's late. We don't want to bother him" He shrugged his shoulders as a little smile peaked out of him.

"Are you driving me?"

"Of course!"

"Mmmm. I don't know"

"Do you really want to wait here until Julian comes? Here? Listening to that?" He pointed to the hall as Abby's moans were heard in the background.

"Get me out of here" I grabbed my purse as I ignored his eyes, but I could feel the devilish smile on his face behind me.

"Yes!"

"I thought she had passed out" I mumbled to myself as we walked out of Abby's house.

"Believe me, it's that wanker" He said amused. "The more I live with him, the more I get to know him better. After sharing my bed with him for four months, I feel like I married him, and it pisses me off"

"Sure. He already told me why" I said laughing at him.

"He's lying" He said as he opened the car door for me. It was dark outside, but the moon allowed me to see his cheeks getting bright red.

"No, he's not" I chuckled as he helped me get in the car.

"You're so big! You barely fit in" He giggled amused.