Anna (Go With Him)

Chapter 32 "Betrayal"

Anna's P.O.V.

"John...don't do this..."

This was too much. I wasn't aware of my actions anymore. Everything seemed to be perfect. A part of me wanted to say no, but he was putting too much pressure on me with all of this all of a sudden. Where do my boundaries go? What I was feeling was against everything I had said. I consider myself a bad person from now on. How is it possible I can't get over him? I thought I had...

"Will you?" He asked holding my hand tighter.

Maybe it's not the biggest mistake of my life. I thought the biggest mistake was meeting him. I hope I don't regret it the hard way.

"Yes...I will"

"Oh Anna" His voice broke as he held me closer to him.

"Everyone's going to hate me for this" I sighed.

"Babe, who cares? I love you, and that's all that matters"

"So, Julian...?"

"Julian's a good lad. I'm sure he'll find someone else"

"John! No! You said you'd help me talk to him!"

"We'll see then" He said closing his eyes.

"John!"

"Tomorrow" He mumbled before finally drifting into a deep sleep.

I, on the other hand couldn't sleep at all. I listened to John's snoring for the following hours until I fell asleep during the sunrise.

Somehow I managed to wake up before he did. I glanced over the clock on the wall; it read eleven o'clock. I looked over to John, and he had his arms still wrapped around my body. He was still snoring. I'm sorry for Paul if he had to deal with that every night. He must have noticed I was awake because he started moving.

"Good morning babe, and babies" He said with his eyes still closed caressing my belly. It was the first time he ever did that, and I loved it.

"John, we really need to get back now"

"After we have breakfast" He yawned.

"No. We're in trouble, John"

"What do you want for breakfast?" He asked getting up from the bed, and rubbing his sleepy eyes.

"Are you even listening to me? We HAVE TO get back."

"Anna. The babies need to eat" He said scratching his head.

Just then I noticed...John has changed. I mean he's still the John I met in some aspects, but I'd say he's more mature in some ways. I finally can say I'm not afraid of him anymore. In fact, I feel safe with him again. I felt like in home just like when I fell for him, and like I felt when Julian opened his arms for me...oh Julian. He was going to hate me. I love Julian, but just not in the same way he does.

"We'd like some toast. Peanut butter for the babies, and jelly for me" I said looking down embarrassed.

He smiled looking at me. He leaned in, and pecked my lips before helping me get up.

John and I spent some "extra" hours at the hotel. We had breakfast and dinner. I know. He takes advantage. We spent hours talking and laughing; it was like getting to know him again, and as if we just started dating for the first time. Unfortunately, we had to get back to reality, so we packed John's stuff, and we proceeded to drive back home. His home or my home? We had no idea.

We pulled over at my house in the end. John wanted to be with me while I face whatever was waiting for me in my house, but I told him it was too soon for the chaos.