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You can trust me

--Back to Amy's POV--
"Where are we?"

"We arrived at destination, dear."

"Dan, come on! You know how I hate to be unaware of what's happening..."

"You can trust me. I won't let you down. You have Phoenix anyway." Phoenix barks when I'm trying to decide if whether or not I should trust them blindly.

"Mili!" Well, now that she insists. "Yes, that's it. Loosen up your grip and just follow them. I'm just behind you."

A feeling of trust crosses my mind and gets stopped by fear. Why do I have the feeling like something bad's going to happen if I can't control my every move?

"It's gonna be just fine." Says Dan as if he read my mind.

"Yeah, and it's not like you're gonna jump from a roof blindfolded, right?" Both of them start laughing as if they were really good friends who remembered a really funny moment. It looks like she fully accepts him by now.

I don't even know what happened in my mind to agree to this. Have you ever got a surprised tattoo without being able to know how it looks after it's done? Well, I got one, and I can't even feel my left ring finger because it's frozen! What the Hell was I thinking?!

"How much would it cost to take it off? Just in case I don't want to keep it."

"Trust me, you won't "

"Mau, come on! It's a tattoo!"

"And?"

"And it means that I'm going to have it all my life."

"Like the ideal of love isn't it?" Hum...

"What does that have to do with a tattoo?"

"Mili, please! A love that never fades, that is in your soul, in you all your life. How wonderful would that be?"

"How unrealistic, you mean."

"Tsut! You'll brainwash me too if you keep on going that way."

"What?"

"Please. We've talked about this hundreds of times. Endless love still exists. You just have to find the right one. By the way, I'm not saying that because he's beside you."

"Do you really beleive in him? Do you?"

"What do you mean?"

"You're my best friend, my second self and the one I'll never be. Besides Thom, nobody else knows me as well as you do."

"I couldn't agree more and I'm pretty sure I could beat him"

"Whatever, my point is that I can't mess that up."

"Nope."

"I might never meet someone like Dan ever again."

"Maybe in a few decades when it'd be too late, right."

"...And I can't let the baby down either."

"Would it be letting it down or Thea down?"

"Maybe both?"

"Oh, no, no, no! Stop!"

"Why?"

"Because I get to your point and you can't think that way!"

"Explain yourself."

"You are thinking that, if you keep Thea's baby, you'll be able to respect her wishes and make her proud if not even more proud than she ever was alive. Sorry, it wasn't my point. Then, you tell yourself that it would give the baby a family, but maybe not the family it deserves. Because you feel like you're unprepared and not good enough for a responsibility like this one. Also, losing Dan because of the baby stressed you out because your couple is so young! Who cares! He told you it'd consider it. Isn't it enough for you now? Oh, and I forgot the part where accepting could give your sight back if you're receptive to the treatments. Breaking your couple apart because of a baby is driving you crazy because you think it's selfish and you'd feel bad about hiding that to the baby all your life. That's just all wrong."