Always

Chapter 27

"Hi?" I say in confusion, what is he doing here?

He looks speechless, "What are you doing here?" I ask. Im still in my robe and my hair is wrapped in a towel. He is acting really different.

"You forgot your phone." He finally speaks and hands me my phone. I give him a smile. He seems drunk but I can't really tell. He cant hold steady eye contact for long.

"Um, I have been meaning to talk to you." He runs his hand over his hair. I love the way his tattoos stretches when he bends his arm.

"About what?" I question, this better not be about me and Louis again.

He looks really attractive in his black skinny jeans and his black shirts.

I take a step closer, we are far apart and its kinda awkward how far we are. The tension in here is unbelievable. I want to just kiss him, I want to kiss him badly but I cant, and I wont.

"Can I ask you something?" Harry says with a soft fragile voice. He seems sympathetic. I can smell his breath and I can tell be has been drinking.

"Why wont you tell him?" He sound like he surrenders, like he is done with the fight.

"I don't want to tell him cause he is finally trying to date someone and it would end terrible again. I don't wanna hurt anybody." I try explaining, we don't yell this time its more of a slow talk.

He takes a step closer. "If you keep waiting to tell him them it will just be worse." He makes a good point but I don't plan on getting with Harry any time soon, well I never really plan on hooking up with him.

"Well, I was never going to tell him." I say and he takes another step closer.

"Why?" He seems really confused. Does he think that were going to hook up again. I wont be his friends with benefits.

"Because it wont happen ever again." I warn him. "Have you been drinking?" I ask, he looks mad.

"How do you know it wont happen again?" He only awnsers my first question.

Even thought I want to kiss him, I can't and I wont. "I wont let it happen." I warn him even though he takes a step closer, he is inches away from my face I can smell the alcohol he drank. "Harry you have been drinking we cant do this." I warn him. I put my hand on his toned chest and try to push him away he doesn't budge.

"Harry stop." I say about to give in. He is so close to me and I want him more than anything right now.

He leans in closer, while I back up. I bump into my desk. "Harry stop." I try to say firmly. He takes a step and puts his arms around my waist. I cant move our foreheads are touching I want to kiss him. I want to kiss him badly, to feel his lips on mine to feel the fire that I haven't felt with no one else.

He puckers his lips to touch mine slightly. I couldn't wait any longer for him to kiss me. Before I know it, I give in. I slam my lips on his to were it almost started to hurt, but in a good way. My mind is racing, it so wrong but it feels so right. It feels right with Harry way different from Dylan or Louis. I can feel my stomach ache in a good way. He backs away but stays close for a second to catch our breath. "I want you." He whispers I can barely hear it so i'm not exactly sure on what he said. He leans in and he kisses me, my back is leaning up against my desk.

I want Harry more than anything. I can't have him though. He doesn't date and he never will. This is all I will ever get out of him. He doesn't know how to treat a girl let alone nicely. All he wants is sex and I wont give him that. I want a relation ship and he wont give me that. I can't keep on doing this with him. I know if I do I will start falling even more than I already am.