I haven't written in a while,
it seems kinda weird.
I haven't had anything to write about,
not until now.
i mean I love all my friends, family, life.
but I don't at the same time,
my life,
it has a void,
and I can't fill that void no matter how hard I try.
it eats away any sense of happiness I get,
it messes with my head.
it kills me,
and it hurts.
it hurts because I can't stop it,
and I don't think I ever can.
