hello,
i haven't written in a while.
and im pretty sure nobody actually reads the words I write so it makes this the best place to whine basically.
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you know by now about the ocean in my head,
and how from time to time the waves grow violent and loud.
but this time the waves almost deafened me.
their crash made my head ache.
i find my hands raising up to my ears and pushing against my head as if I could somehow block out the noise.
which was impossible.
but the ocean also grew darker and darker, and it clouded my sight.
my eyes searched for any kind of light in a frantic manner, but I failed.
and I crumbled to the ground, for my legs could no longer carry the weight.
i fell like an anchor to the bottom of the dark ocean.
the noise was drowned out by silence as I grew closer and closer to the bottom,
but I could not see anything as my vision was still clouded.
but I knew my destination.
it was the bottom.
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rock bottom.
