I bury my head in my lap,
and I rock backwards and forwards.
my back slams into the wall,
sending a tingling sensation down my back,
but I like it.
it's like I'm trying to bring myself back to reality.
away from the dreamland I'm stuck in,
where you can see everyone around you breathing and having fun,
but you're drowning and calling out for help.
but no one helps you.
you're trapped in the false reality.
and now you're screaming for help,
you're so desperate to escape,
but no one is listening.
and they never will.
-
"suffer in silence"
