friends are weird right ?
you treat them as family and would do anything for them, you also kinda hope they'd do the same back too.
you tell them everything and you give each other advice.
but,
what happens when you stop talking,
you stop seeing them,
you communicate less,
and you don't even look each other in the eye when you pass in the corridor ?
is that what happens when we get older ?
if so I don't want to grow old,
sometimes I understand it's good to let go of people who may be bad for you, but what if they're one of the good ones.
i don't know what to do ?
if I put effort in shouldn't they ?
but what if neither of us make an effort ?
it crumbles right ?
but why.
why can't they look me in the eye anymore ?
why don't we talk ?
why don't we see each other anymore ?
why don't we tell each other everything ?
why don't we care anymore ?
they're constantly mad and I don't know why.
maybe it's me
maybe I need to get a grip.
but how can I when my fingers have nothing to grab ?
nothing to hold on to,
because,
they've already left.
it's definitely me
