I Love You Idiot!

Chapter 4:) The Journal

4

•••Cedric's POV•••

I called her cute. Not just that. Really cute. I called her really cute. Why did I do that? She looked weirded out. Great.

Is it weird that I have a crush on my best friend?

I've known her almost my entire life. Its not hard to like her. After you get past the... bitchy side of her.

Oh well.

It's not like she'll ever like me back. She sees me as a brother. Bruh-ther. Not boyfriend.

" Cedric! CEDRIC! " she was snapping in my face bring me to the present.

" sorry. " I mumbled. She had popped open her umbrella over us.

" what were thinking about? "

" you " I blurted out.

Crap.

" uh oh " she joked. I rolled my eyes and shoved her lightly. She shoved me back harder.

I lost my balance and was about to fall in the lake when she grabbed me and pulled me towards her.

I landed less than a foot away from her.

" careful there. You might want to find your land legs " she said. She smiled and continued walking. Completely oblivious that I fancy her.

" not my fault. You're the one that pushed me. " I hollered catching up to her and ducking under her umbrella.

" you pushed me first. " she argued

" not as hard as you pushed me. " she scoffed.

" please. It was a... a love tap. I barely touched you. You're just a klutz. " I was the one to scoff.

" a love tap? Please! You basically shoved me. " I retorted. She rolled her eyes.

We made it in the carriage and was joined by the twins Daphne and Lee Jordan.

Daphne's pretty cool. But the twins and Jordan drive me insane. Especially George. The way he always flirts with her. Sometimes she flirts back.

They like each other. I can tell. I don't like it. I know that if they did get together he would treat her right. Like the ( dark ) princess she is.

If he didn't treat her right well, Fred would no longer have a twin. But honestly I'm sure Hayden would kick the crap out of him before I got to him.

She's pretty bad-ass sometimes. As bad ass as a girl who loves poetry can be.

I see her up at the front of the carriage with him talking about something funny apparently.

I see her brunette and blue hair flowing down her back.

I saw her shudder.

" are you cold? " George asked.

" a little " she replied. I could barely hear them.

" here take my jacket " she tried protesting but he wouldn't let her say no.

He draped the jacket over her shoulders. I saw her force a smile towards him.

" you okay Ced? " Daphne asked nudging me.

" yeah I'm... I'm fine " I lied.

" don't lie to me " I stared at her.

" how do you know if I'm lying or not? I could be telling the truth " I replied.

" staying at the Dursley's you have to lie a lot of you don't want to get beaten. Harry and I have both become pros at lying and spotting a lie. And you are lying. " she poked my shoulder.