I look at Hobi who's still sleeping. I wake up too early and decided to have an exercise outside. When I go outside I suddenly remember that we were not just the two of us. I look at the bags on the floor. His family are here.
"Should I cook for them?"
I said. I look at the plants outside. I decided to wear some hoodie jacket before going outside to water the plants.
"Hobi didn't water the plants again."
I said. I also bring my yoga mat too. I'll exercise outside. I can see the sun a little too. I put my mat on the grass before watering the plants.
"Know you love me girl~
So that I love you~
Know you love me boy~
So that I love yo-""Sino ka ba hah?"
I was surprise that I shriek and pointed the hose into someone.
"Ahhhhhh!!"
She shouted. I put the hose away and went to her side to wipe some water.
"Ohgod! I'm so so sor-"
"Bitawan mo ako! Aish! Ang lamig! Ahhhh!"
She shouted again. I swear her scream can wake up a whole town!
"Anong nangyari?!"
I saw Hobi in front of the door. He run to our direction.
"Bakit basa ka?!"
"Ginawa niya ito!"
"I didn't mean to-I was surprise and i-i-i'm-"
I step back when she pointed at me. Hobi look at me. I raise my hand to grab his shoulder when he look at the woman again.
"Magbihis ka muna baka magkasakit ka."They both walk away from me. I put my hand down. I bit my lips and look the other way. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I decided to seat in my mat and started doing my daily yoga.
"Yah~"
I open my eyes when I heard Hobi's soft voice. I just continue what I am doing.
"Pumasok ka na~"
He said. I admit i'm angry. It's quite ridiculous to feel something like this when I don't have any rights to feel this. I work as a surrogate then I will act as one.
"Ran nakikinig ka ba?"
"Can I go to the yoga class?"
I said while not looking at him. He sat in front of me. It's hard to show my straight face in front of Hobi. He let out a sigh.
"Alam kong hindi mo kasalanan yun kanina. Pagpasensyahan mo nalang si Hyejin-"
"Can I go?"
I said cutting him out. His forehead crease. He touch my hands and was trying to stop me from moving.
"Hey!"
"Diba sabi ko naman sayo na pwede ka namang hindi pumunta sa yoga class. Nandito naman ako para-"
"I want to be with other people."
His jaw clenched and he look the other way. His eyes turned to strict and his mouth twitched.
"Sino? Yung instructor na doctor din?"
"It's not like he is the only person in there. There are other Mom's too!"
"Hindi pwede."
He said with a final tone. I take a deep breath. I swear I can feel my brow raise. My jaw also clenched.
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The Bulletproof Fan (HOPE) Series IV
FanfictionThey become our Light in darkness Our Smile in happiness Our Strength in restlessness Our Hope for everything But what if- What if I hope too much.....