The Bulletproof Fan (HOPE) Series IV

Bulletproof 33

"Hmmm."

He sound annoyed when I was trying to pulled my hand.

"H-hey."

He suddenly pulled me closer to him. I can feel his chest at my back. Ohgod ohgod! Okay that's it! I suddenly sit down. I can finally pulled my hand. I fixed my hair before I stand up.

"I have to ahmm go out."

I look at Hobi. The ray of the sun land to his face. He put his wrist to his forehead to cover the ray of light. He's still sleeping. I let out a sigh. That was close. I look at the curtain.

"I better close this."

I went to close the curtains before I look for my jacket to wear before going outside. I look at Hobi again. I went outside and gon straight to the kitchen to have some hot choco. Seems like everyone's still asleep.

"Ack!"

I accidentally spilled some hot water in the floor. I closed my eyes out of frustration and bit my lips. I'm easily get frustrated lately. I look around to find some cloth to wipe.

"Mag ingat ka~"

I was busy finding a thing to wipe I didn't notice I almost step the water in the floor. I look at Hobi's mom. She smile at me. I didn't move. She put some dry cloth in the floor and wipe the water. How embarrassing!

"Thank you."

A small voice came out from my mouth. Hobi's mother nod at me while eye smiling. Her eyes really looks like Hobi. I'm following her every move. Her moves are very conservative.

"Sa susunod mag ingat ka."

I nodded before I grab my mug using my two hands. I silently gon out the kitchen while she was making some tea. I sit to the sofa and put some pillow in front of me before grabbing again my hot choco using my two hands.

"Even though she was smiling she was kind a terrifying."

She is like those mothers who used to have practices and traditions inside their house. Very strict and discipline. At first I thought that Hobi's family are very modern but it seems like it's just Dawun and Hobi who are practising those. Even Hyejin is quiet discipline in preparing some diner too.

"Ano ang iniisip mo?"

I was spacing out when Hobi's mother talk. I put my hot choco into the table before shaking my head. She put her cup into the table after sipping some. Her sitting style is a very lady like. It was pinned to each other. I pinned my legs together.

"Ilang months na?"

"Three and half."

She nodded before she sip to her cup again. She was very intimidating. I grab my mug and hold it tightly.

"Alam kong naiintindihan mo ako."

My head raise and look at her. My heart started to beat fast. She put her cup to the table. She wasn't looking at me.

"Hindi ko pa naririnig na nagrereklamo si Hoseok. Kahit minsan labag sa kaluuban niya ang pinapagawa ko."

She let out a sigh before she look to Hobi's picture frame. No one knows about Hobi's background nor the other members background. ARMYs simply knows Bangtan's parents by their pictures together with the boys. We wait for the boys to share their memories together with their parents but that's it. You see, we got boundaries. Hobi's mother opening to me is really...I dunno. I don't know what to feel. Should I be happy or be terrified because I don't know what will happen next.

"Alam niya kasing para sa kanya ang ginagawa ko. Kahit na magtrabaho kami ng Papa niya para lang makuha lang nila mga pangarap nila gagawin namin ito."

Napatigil ako ng tumingin ito sa akin. I tightly hold my mug.

"Ginawa ni Hoseok ang lahat para maging respetado ang pamilyang to pero sa isang iglap lang ay nangyari ito."

She sarcastically laughed a little as if she can't believe this is happening. I bit my lips and my breathing hitch.

"Aminado akong kasalanan ito ng dalawang anak ko at wala na akong magagawa kasi nandiyan na ang anak ni Hobi."

She gon silent for a second before she sadly look away.

"Wala akong kaso sa anak ni Hobi kasi apo ko at kadugo ko rin yan. Pero ikaw.."

The way she said 'ikaw' sound she was really disappointed and bitter. That really hurts me.

"Kahit nagtatrabaho ka lang. Hindi kita matanggap. Pasensya talaga. Ang pamilyang ito ay respetado ng mga tao. Isang kahihiyan ang nangyari ngayon."

I swallowed a lump on my throat and stop tears. That's really painful to hear. She stand up while holding her empty cup.

"Pagkatapos ng trabaho mo gusto kong umalis ka sa pamamahay na ito."

She faced her back at me. A tear fall from my eye. I nodded and smile. I know.

"I will."

She look at me with a surprised look. She wasn't expecting that from me. I smiled at her. She look away before going to the kitchen again.

"I wasn't expecting to be welcome anyway."

I laugh a little. Isn't that what I was supposed to do? Bore a baby and leave. I was paid for that. I almost forget I was doing this for Franc. I didn't notice I was spacing out again. I was biting my nails when someone hold my hand.

"Ho-Hobi?"

His brows are meeting while looking at me. He suddenly put his hand into my forehead.

"May masakit ba sayo?"

I shake my head. He clicked his tongue and look the other way.

"Sabihin mo sa akin kung may masakit sayo. Dadalhin kita kay Joe para ipatingin."

I smiled of what Hobi said. He said exactly what Dawun actually said. That's really....cute.

"Bakit ka ngumingiti?"

I shake my head while trying myself to not to laugh. He smile at me and put his hand into my head.

"Hindi ibig sabihin ARMY ka pinapatawad na kita."

My eyes gon big and I gon stiffened. He was staring at me.

"Bukas pupunta tayo kay Joe."

"Huh why?"

I look at him confusedly. He smile at me.

"Bahala sina Mama at Papa dito. Kung hindi sila aalis tayo ang aalis dito."

He said while laughing a little. He was looking at the kitchen as if he was planning to do something....BAD. Joe you didn't tell me Hobi got this Dawun personality too.

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I was supposed to update yesterday but uh yeah Bangtan just rank no. 1 in Billboard 200 and I got too hype in celebrating and I forgot to update sorry~
Congrats to our BOYS.