I knock the door before going inside Von's room. I saw how Hobi playing with Von. He smile when he saw me.
"It's time for dinner~"
Hobi carried Von. He march to my direction.
"Si Von?"
"I prepared a baby food for him."
I said. He nodded before we gon out from the room. We went to the kitchen.
"Si Ran nagluto sa iba~"
I laughed at how excited Dawun sounded. She actually helped me cooked.
"Saan yung sayo?"
"Eto! Tikman mo rin yung akin Hobi~"
"Buti sinabi mo. Yung kay Ran lang akin. Ialis mo yan."
"Yah!!"
I slapped Hobi's back. He was in pain when he look at me.
"Yah! Bakit ba?!"
I glared at him. He look at Dawun who was pouting. He get the food that Dawun cooked. Dawun face lit up.
"Siguraduhin mong masarap to. Huling beses mo akong pinakain ng luto mo nagkasakit ako ng ilang araw."
I giggled when Hobi said those while getting some of the food. Dawun laughed. It's probably true hah. I make Von eat while we are talking and enjoying the food.
"When are you going back to Korea?"
I asked while putting some food to Von's mouth. I look at them when they get silent. My forehead crease when I saw Hobi's face.
"Pinapauwi mo na ba kami Ran? Ayaw mo na ba sa akin?"
I shake my head. He acted just like Dawun. Ohgod they really are family.
"Dawun said your busy."
"Huh? Wala akong sinabing ganyan. Nakalimutan mo ba Ran. Wala akong sinabing ganyan."
I shrugged my shoulder. Hobi glared at Dawun.
"Uhh kasi ganito yun. Isasama sana kita sa Korea-"
"Last concert."
I said wiping Von's mouth. Hobi glared at Dawun again.
"Bakit mo sinabi?!"
"Wala nga akong sinabi! Sino nagsabi sayo niyan?!"
I laughed of how defensive Dawun looks like. She keep denying and will keep denying it.
"Ah Ran? Sasama ka ba?"
"Hindi."
I said and look at him. Last concert? Your kidding me.
"Pero Ran last concert ito ng Bang-"
"If I heard another word about Bangtan's last concert i'll punched you."
I said. I was breathing so fast. How can he say that easily when he is one of the member. He let out a sighed.
"Wait. Wait. What are you all talking about? Are you fighting?"
Franc said. I shake my head. I let out a sighed to calm myself. Why am I like this in front of the food?
"Ayaw mo ba?"
Hobi asked. I look at him. I didn't imagine Bangtan having a last concert.
"Are you out of your mind?! You want me to go to Bangtan's LAST CONCERT! But after it what will ARMYs do? What are we going to do?!"
My voice broke after I said those. Hobi look at me. I was crying. I can't stop my tears. What are we going to do?! Bangtan are there with me from the start. When they stopped making music what are we ging to do?!
"I'll get Von."
Franc said before getting Von. Dawun also stand up. They left us. Hobi went closer to me.
"Sapat na siguro yung 14 years sa music industry."
I surprisingly look at him. 14 years?? It was that long?
"Napag usapan na rin namin ito. Matagal niyo nang binigay ang pangarap namin. Natulungan niyo na kaming ibahagi sa iba yung mga kantang ginawa namin."
He wipe my tears before holding my hands.
"Ano paba ang dapat naming gawin?"
That make me stiffened. I don't know what to answer. Bangtan did help us a lot so we help them back. What are they going to do next?
"Masakit pero ganun talaga. Yung mga edad namin hindi nanatili. May buhay kami sa likod ng aming grupo. May buhay rin kayong mga ARMY sa likod ng pagiging fangirl o fanboy niyo."
He weakly smile. I shake my head.
"Sa tingin namin panahon na para harapin mga buhay natin."
I sobbed when he said those. How can he say that when Bangtan is his life!?
"Nandito namin kami parati. Kayong mga ARMY nandyan rin. Shhh yah~ wag kana umiyak~ yah~"
"Ho-how can you say that?! When your whole life are all about Bangtan-"
"Ran kayo na ang buhay ko. Kayong dalawa ni Von! Naiintindihan mo ba?"
I stiffened while looking at him. He fixed some strand of my hair.
"Oo naging buhay ko ang Bangtan. Pero Ran nandyan na kayo ni Von. Kahit tanungin mo pa yung anim ganun din sila Ran!"
I cried so loud. He hugged me. I just can't imagine without them. I just can't imagine without Bangtan.
"Tumahan kana. Hindi naman kami aalis. Nandito pa rin naman kami."
I cried while he was patting my back. He is right. I keep denying the fact that this day will come. I should have acknowledge it from the past so that it wouldn't be as hard as today.
"Umiiyak ka lang kasi gusto mo akong mayakap."
I pushed him away. I glared at him. He just laughed at me. So mean.
"Ang gulo ng buhok mo. Pula yung mata mo."
"It's not funny!"
Hobi just laughed again. He rested his two hands in to my shoulders.
"Pupunta ka ba sa Korea o Hindi?"
I shrugged my shoulder while fixing my hair.
"Yah! Yah! Hindi pa ba sapat speech ko?!"
He said. I'm still waiting of that magic word. I haven't heard it from you Hobi. I shake my head.
"Yah! Yah! Ran nagbibiro ka lang diba?"
I shrugged again. His brows furrowed. My forehead crease when he get closer. I blinked when he kissed my forehead.
"Ran sumama kana sa Korea~"
He said almost a whispered. I gulped. Why does he sound a little ahmmm sexy?
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3 chap, 1 special chap and Hoseok POV
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