The Bulletproof Fan (HOPE) Series IV

Bulletproof 50

I look at him with a confused look. My jaw tightened before I pushed him.

"After making me embarrassed in front of everyone you're going to say that?"

He look away. I grab my key. I was about to walk when he grab my hand.

"Wag mo akong tatalikuran. Hindi pa tayo tapos mag usap."

I let out a deep sighed. I look at him.

"What do you want?"

I said. He was looking at the ground while his other hand was leaning to the wall. I can't see his eyes since some strand of his hair are covering it. He didn't answer so I face my back at him. I raise my cardkey.

"Ran~ pagsisisihan mo talaga tinanong mo yan."

After he said those he grab my hand and pinned me to the wall before kissing me. My eyes widen and start pushing him away. My body gon weak when his tongue played inside my mouth. I didn't even realize I start kissing him back. When he breakaway from me we are both breathing so fast. He smirked when he stared at me.

"Diba pagsisihan mong tinanong mo yun."

After he said those he kissed me again. Damn it! I can't think anymore! Damn you you Hobi! Ohgod! This isn't me! He is driving me insane! I put my hands at the back of his nape to deepen the kiss. He leaned closer. I opened my eyes when I felt him. I closed my eyes again. I hate myself! I want to scream this to myself! He grab the key and open the door for us without breaking the kiss.

"Hob-"

I was about to talked when he stopped me by kissing. I knew where will this end! I want to stop but every time he kissed me I always ended up kissing him back. I stopped responding when I felt the soft bed at the back of my body. Ohgod! My heart was rasing so fast when Hobi start unbuttoning his shirt exposing his body.

"Hobi-hmm."

Can't he let me speak!? He throws his shirt before kissing me again. I didn't respond first but when his kissed turned into soft I couldn't helped but to respond back. I put my hands to his nape pulling him closer and start playing with his hair. My breath stopped he suddenly touched my shoulder and start remembering things.

"No-hmm"

I stopped kissing him and start crying. I just remembering things that brings me nightmare every night. Hobi also stopped what he was doing and look at me. He was looking at me with a confused look. I was shaking my head while crying. I touched my shoulder to cover my scar.

"R-Ran? Anong nangyari? M-may ginawa ba akong hi-hin-bwesit-ugh!"

He distance himself from me. I quickly sit in the bed. He faced his back at me. I wiped my tears. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. It's... It's a nightmare for me.

"Sorry."

He said. He frustratingly covered his face with his hands and ran throu his hair. He was frustrated. I combed my hair. I raise my hand to hold his shoulder when he suddenly talked.

"Ganun na ba talaga ako kasama sayo para umiyak ka sa harapan ko."

He's voice cracked while saying those. I covered my mouth to stopped sobbing. I shake my head. That's not it!

"Alam kong malaki ang kasalanan ko sayo pero Ran. Ginawa ko ang lahat para magbago. Tiniis ko ang isang taon."

He stand up before grabbing his shirt on the floor. He wear it again. He let out sighed.

"Sorry. Alam kong nasaktan kita pero nasaktan ako ng makita kang umiiyak sa harapan ko Ran. Parang sinabi mong isa akong halimaw sa mga mata mo. Sorry kasalanan ko ang nangyari sa atin noon."

My tears can't stopped flowing. I shake my head. That's not it! I stand up from the bed. I was about to walk when he talked again.

"Nag expect akong atleast man lang isang ngiti galing sayo makikita ko ngayon pero mukhang mahirap yun."

He said before he leave. My knees gon weak and left me sitting in the floor. That's not it! I cried so hard while sitting. Did I hurt him again? I'm really sorry. It feels like just like before. My phone start ringing.

"Franc?"

I said. I fixed myself before accepting the call. I'm coughing since my throat is sore from crying.

"Hello? Franc?"

"You didn't call so I called you-wait you sounded like you just cried!"

My tears that I was keeping start falling. I cried again. I sound like a child crying in front of my mom.

"What happened?"

He asked. I wiped my tears and fixed my hair.

"I missed Von and you~"

I said. Ofcourse I wouldn't tell him about what happened! He laughed at me.

"Seriously?! Well that really sucked. Being with Hoppy is the best."

He said with a teasing tone. I laughed a little before letting out a sighed. It's good that he calls me. It makes me feel better.

"We'll call you tomorrow. I have to make Hoppy sleep. It's bedtime Hoppy~"

I smiled. He has a whole schedule of what time Von will sleep. I heard a beep after it. I stand up and grab my jacket. I need some fresh air.

"Hooo I think this will make me better."

I said while standing in front of the sea. There are some people qho are enjoying the bonfire, others are playing and some are swimming. I was biting my nails while looking at the sea.

"That incident really scares me."

I said while closing my eyes. That night didn't just put some scar in me physically but also emotionally. I take a deep breath. What happened few hours kind a escalated too fast.

"Ran? What are you doing here?"

I was surprised when I look at my boss. He stand beside me and also look at the sea.

"Seems like you cried. Did something happened?"

I didn't respond. You expect me what happened few hours ago? You insane?

"I-i mean. You don't have to. If you want someone to talk to i-i'm here."

I look at him. He smile at me. I let out a little smile. But i'm still not telling it but hey I appreciate it.

"Let me joined you in walking. It actually makes you better if we walk while looking at the scenery."

I nodded. I look at the hotel's direction. I stopped walking when I saw Hobi's back. Is that Hobi?

"Hobi?"

"Huh?"

I look at my boss before shaking my head. I look again. He disappeared. Did he get inside?