The Bulletproof Fan (HOPE) Series IV

Bulletproof 8

I don't know how to breath anymore. I gulped as I watched Hobi's face. He look so mad while looking at his sister.

"Breath Ran."

Dr. Joe whispered. I look at her.

"Oh?"

My voice came out as if I just remembered something and yeah it's to BREATH! We are actually in front of the kitchen table. When Hobi turned his face to me I look at Dawun to avoid his gaze. Omg omg no way no way! It's JHope! It's Hoseok! It's real!

"Anong gusto mo Ran? Juice or coffee? Ah siguro juice nalang."

I followed every Dawun's moved. She was smiling and obviously she doesn't care about his brother's angry face.

"Yah! Bakit may foreigner tayo dito?"

I look at Hobi when spoke. He was looking at his sister. When Dawun put the juice on the table she look at Hobi.

"Nakakaintindi si Ran ng Korean. Mag ingat ka sasabihin mo."

Hobi look at me. My eyes grew bigger and avoid his gaze.

"Dawun! Hindi mo sinabi sa kanya?"

Dr. Joe suddenly stand up. Dawun smiled awkwardly and put his two hands at her back. I don't understand what they are talking about.

"Anong hindi niyo sinasabi sa akin?"

Hobi stand up too while looking at the both of them.

"Dawun mag usap tayo."

Dr. Joe said. Hobi's about to follow when Dr. Joe raised her hand.

"Just wait here. We will tell it to you later."

I look at them as they distance from us. When Hobi look at me I look at the otherside. Damn it! Damn it! I just can't act cool! How to act cool?! I heard the sound of the chair.

"Bakit ka umiiwas?"

I look at him surprisingly. He was looking at me seriously. I tilt my head unknowingly. Hobi just look so different. Not a bad change by the way. He become more manly and his feature became strong. I barely seen any pictures of him since he came out from military. His aura change too or is it just me? I blink twice when he faked a cough. Omg I stared at him for too long he probably seen me as a creep now.

"I'm sorry."

I suddenly said. His forehead crease as if he was confused.

"I mean. Sorry for... staring at you.."

I said while stuttering. I bit my lips because of embarrassment. Why do I have to embarrassed myself in front Hobi?! Just why?! I heard a little laughed. I look at Hobi. His smile faded when I look at him. I feel like something just hit deep inside. Hobi why are you like this? What happened to our Hobi?

"Bakit ka ba nagsosorry? Pwede mo akong tingnan."

He said as if it was pointless if I don't look at him. I was about to reach his hand and start to talked when Dawun called him.

"Hoseok ah! Halika muna dito."

He stand up and went to Dr. Joe and Dawun's place. While they are talking to Hobi, Dr. Joe and Dawun keep looking at me. I look at my hands and played at it.

"Nababaliw ka na ba?!!"

I surprisingly look at there place when I heard Hobi raising his voice. He was touching his forehead. His eyes are wide open and so his mouth too. He take his hand down. I saw Dawun looking at the ground while biting her lips.

"Tangna! Dawun! Nagbibiro ka lang diba?! Hindi to nakakatawa?"

I heard Hobi laughed. It wasn't a real laugh at all. What is going on? Are they fighting?

"Ilang beses ko itong tinanggihan hindi ba! Tangna! Bakit tinuloy mo pa rin?"

"Akala ko kasi ikaw-"

"Wala akong naalalang binigyan at wala rin akong naaalalang sumang-ayon sayo! Ilang beses ko na bang sinabi sa inyong pabayaan niyo ako!"

"Pero buntis siya-"

"Hindi ko ito matatanggap!"

My eyes grow bigger. I just realize something. I don't remember Hobi having another brother.

"Oh! Yeah! She's the sister of the father inside your tummy."

I covered my mouth remembering Joe's words.

"Balak mo bang mag isa habang buhay?!"

"Oo!! Kaya pabayaan niyo ako! Kaya kong mag isa at hindi ko kailangan ng anak!"

I was about to stand up when I accidentally pushed the glass of juice. After that I heard a broken glass. I felt like everything gon on slow motion. Hearing Hobi saying those.

"Ran!!"

When I heard Dawun and Joe's voice waked me up.

"I'm i'm sorry!"

I hurriedly said and started to lean to take the pieces of the broken glass.

"Ra-ran! Kami na niyan."

Dawun hurriedly run to my place and helped me stand up. I gazed at Hobi. He was looking at me. I can't read him at all. He was just standing looking at us AT ME. My eyes started to burned.

"Can-can I used your comfort room?"

I asked to Dawun. She was picking the broken glass with Dr. Joe. She nodded and pointed the only door beside the kitchen. I was in a half way when everything around me was spinning. I touched my forehead.

"Ra-ran?"

I heard Dr. Joe's voice. I don't know what to do. My eyes are falling I just can't stop it. The last thing I felt was something warm just touched my shoulder and everything went black.

"Shh! Dawun lumabas na nga tayo. Ang ingay mo."

I heard whispers and a sound of the door. I opened my eyes. The ceilings are all white. I just stared at it. Did I dream something? I just don't remember my dream at all. I look around.

"Is this Dawun's room?"

I whispered. It was so big and most of the things are for boys? Wait boys? There are a lot of musical instruments. Big computers and there are speakers. The otherside looks like a studio. There was a big TV in front of me. It was attached to the walls. There are big frames of pictures too. The first one is Hoseok's family picture and the other one is Bangtan's group picture.

"Ayos kana?"

My eyes grew bigger when I heard Hobi's voice. I look where the voice came from. I gulped when I saw him. He was looking at me seriously. He was standing while leaning to the wall and crossing his arms. He just look so attractive. How can he be so attractive?!

"May masakit ba sayo?"

Something warm just hit my heart. Hobi's voice just become soft. That makes me...... happy.