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twenty five

"This is going to be really special", Harry pulled away from, " And you deserve it. I'm so thankful to have you in my life and someone like you around me. The energy you have is unlike anyone I know and the level of support you are able to give is so generous. Unlike anyone I know."

"Thank you", was all I knew how to say, blown away by his words.

"I feel like before I met you I never really cared about anyone as much as I care about you. I feel myself changing to be a better person all because I have you around. You have no idea how I used to be and how much I have changed for the better. No one has ever made feel like there was a reason to change."

"That makes me so proud of you", I told him and he bashfully smiled. Whenever he brought up his past like he just did it reminded how little I really did know. He had opened up but only so much and I couldn't help but wonder what he was implying. It didn't concern me now considering that he was better now and that was all that mattered.

"So what is the plan for tonight?", I changed the subject so that hopefully my mind wouldn't wander of to it.

"I have a reservation for the restaurant that is downstairs, in about", he glanced at the clock, "An hour and a half."

"Do you I need to be dressed up all fancy?"

"If you'd like to, I don't mind if you aren't."

He laid down on the bed and I laid next to him. I was tired after being in the car for so long and after working. The day had ended up being really face paced and I had done a lot more than I had expected with my day.

"You tired", Harry asked, I nodded, "We don't have to go."

"All your planning is not going to waste",  I got of the bed and straight to my bag. Luckily, I had brought a little bit of makeup and a dress just in case something like this was going to happen. 

I went into the bathroom and got ready. It would only take about 15 minutes and then hopefully we could take a small nap, who knew if I was going to make it through a nice dinner with Harry without a nap. I had an oddly nervous feeling in my stomach, more giddy than anything. I had never been romanced like this before and I could really feel the love from Harry. He gave me all the attention I needed and more. He thought of ways to make things special for me and I couldn't help but wonder what more he had up his sleeves.

I had really just put on mascara and washed my face, I didn't feel like I needed to wear a lot of make up. I could've worn some red lipstick to match the fit and flare dress I was going to be wearing but I had decided against it. I didn't want to feel like I was too much and I wanted to be comfortable. The dress was also a statement piece in a way. It barely came down to my mid thigh and had a plunging neckline. It was one of the most revealing dresses I owned that I had never gotten to wear.

"You look amazing", Harry said barely opening up his eyes and lifting up his head a bit. I came and laid down on the bed next to him, wrapping one of my legs over and around his waste causing him to open up his eyes a little more and smirk at me.

"It's not much really", I gestured to the dress and he brought his hand down to my thigh before trailing it higher and higher. His movement was slow as neither of us said anything.  It made me nervous, my heart pounding out of my chest, before he brought his hand down to the hem of my dress. He left it there, playing with the edges more.

 His hands began to move again, this time trailing up and down. He applied more pressure as he got higher, as if he were teasing me before going back down. I decided to make the move and move myself that I was sitting on top of him. Looking down at him with a smirk on my face.

"So beautiful", he said in a low voice. He sat himself up a bit. He brought his lips to mine and as soon as our lips touched and we began to kiss there was a clear urgency between us. The two of us moving fast in our movements to be closer to each other. I took of his shirt and he brought his lips down to my neck and began to suck on the most sensitive parts of my skin. I left out a soft moan as he began to apply more and more pressure. 

He moved his lips away from my neck and began to kiss me again, keeping the pace slow this time. A lot more sensual feeling and more loving. This kind of kissing wasn't the type that lead to us having the craziest sex ever. It was a kiss that showed he cared for me.

"We have a dinner to get to", he said his lips brushing against mine as he spoke. I wanted to keep kissing him, I need him. I pushed my hips against his and he let out a breath before kissing me again, just as gentle as before.

"I want to treat you to this dinner", he said, I pouted a little but I didn't mind. I understood and liked where this was going with Harry. I wanted nothing more than to be with him, all over him, in any way possible. This mattered more to me. I wanted to be in a relationship where under any circumstance I would be respected and loved. I wanted to be honored. This just showed that I meant something more to him than being a body. It isn't the first time he has shown me I mean something more, he just continues to show it in every way and I admire him so much for it.

I moved off of his lap and laid next to him.

"Are you mad?", he asked, he put a hand under my chin and moved my face so that I could look directly at him and all I could do was smile. 

"Not at all", he smiled back at me before kissing my nose and getting off the bed.