abused & rescued ↣ nathan sykes

Sleepovers & Secrets

Nathan's POV:

We finally make it to our flat. I jumped out and helped Kayla out of the van. She took off her sunglasses as we went inside, as did I.

I lead her over to the couch and sat down. I patted the seat next to me.she sat down and we pondered on what to do,

"Let's watch some movies!" Kayla said. We decided on about 6 different movies to watch. The Lion King, Love Actually, Bambi, Grown Ups, 13 Going On 30 (Kayla's choice, it actually wasn't that bad.) and The Hangover.

After six ours it was about 7 and it was getting pretty dark outside. We ordered a pizza that just arrived and Kayla had told us all to sit down.

She looked a bit fidgety when the lot back sat down. I furrowed my eyebrows,

"You ok?" Jay suddenly asked. She shot her head up and nodded,

"Y-yeah...look I wanna tell you guys something...no one knows about this, and it took me about 2 or three years to tell my family...." We all looked at her full of concern, but no one was more concerned nor more scared than I was,

"My last two relationships consisted of abuse, in every way possible, mental, physical, and worst of all sexual....." She clenched her eyes closed, we were all crying by now, just hearing that made my blood boil,

"Both went on for about 2 years...4 goddamn years of touching, kicking beating, cutting... I couldn't run away, nothing could save me from those monsters. The first took my virginity, raped me over and over again....until one day I finally escaped. Oh god...kay, that's it."

My tears were gone and by now I was just furious, I calmly got up and punch the wall closest to me, my hand went numb but I didn't care, I threw everything that was in reach of me, picture frames, lamps. How could somebody hurt her like that!? Once I finally stopped, I was clutching my head while on my knees, breathing heavily.

"Ya done yet mate?" Max asked. I could feel him feeling my ears. I nodded then looked up tears staining my face I looked over at Kayla and she had her legs tugged up to her chest, hands covering her ears. Oh lord, if she's scared of me I will never be able to live with myself. I walked over to her and just barely touched her shoulder before she flinched,

"Please don't hit me...." She said as quiet as a mouse. I widened my eyes and teared up again, I shook my head,

"No, no, no, hey please look at me," she lifted her head up, her face stained with tears,

"No matter where or when, as long as you're around me, us," the guys all smiled warmly at her, "you will never have a hand laid on you in the wrong way, OK?" She smiled warmly and nodded. She hugged me and then invited all the guys to join in a group hug. She ended up being in the middle and getting squished gently, she was a giggling mess. After we all pulled away I figured she'd be staying the night,

"Do you wanna borrow some of my clothes? You can't feel comfortable in heels all day." I asked her, she nodded,

"Yes please." She said in the most adorable way possible.

"Just go down the hall and its the third bedroom, pick whatever you want from my clothes." I directed her, she nodded and headed down the hallway. As she walked I watched her with a smile on my face. I turned back toward the guys and was in my own personal lala land,

"Isn't she great?" I asked smiling to myself, the guys nodded and Max spoke up,

"You like her don't you Nath?" He asked me, I nodded and blushed a bit. They all awed and playfully messed with my hair and nudged me while I turned red and laughed quietly. They stopped when Kayla came back in the room wearing my multi colored Stewie Griffin tee, and a pair of my boxers. She looked hot in my clothes.....she needs to wear them more often. She was holding something behind her back,

"Nathan...care to explain this?" She asked she pulled her arm from behind her back and pulled out my giant Stewie Griffin plush toy. I widened my eyes slightly, shit.... But then she

smiled and said,

"Just kidding!! I love stuffies, I have like 20 at my place, I was just thinking how cute it is that a guy my age is brave enough to have one." She sat down on my lap and sat Stewie on the couch.

"AND..." She continued,

"I love Family Guy." She looked at me and said "Boo." In the cutest way possible. I smiled and pecked her nose. Making both her and I blush before she nudged her head in my neck. I started talking to the boys about the football game this weekend. Max and I got into a heated discussion about who would win. By now it was about 9:30. Kayla started yawning. I looked at her and saw that she was asleep.

"Take her to bed mate we're tired too" Tom and as if on cue everyone yawned. I nodded and said goodnight before setting Kayla in my bed, pulling my jacket, teeshirt and trainers off then getting into bed and falling asleep. But not before kissing Kayla on the forehead, snuggling her in my chest and thinking,

'I am falling for you Kayla Snow'