Colors// Mike Chang Glee

Filler (Sorry I have so many)

"Can I ask you guys something private?" Rachel looked nervous for once today in class when everyone decided to leave except for the females in the group. Being the introvert in the whole school, I stayed quiet but was willing to listen to Rachel. To my luck everyone was up for listening too.

"Its about dating" and next thing I knew she was rambling on about how her and Finn broke it of and for the sake of the team she broke up with that Jesse kid I kept hearing about in class. Apparently he's the lead in our biggest competition for Nationals.

"Lets just say I was dating someone. And lets just say we went to a concert on Friday night and because my dads weren't home we went up to my room and started to make out, and hypothetically he said he wanted to do it" Rachel explained. Everyone including Santana and Quinn who were in my opinion the biggest bitches Ive ever met, stopped joking around and listened casually to Rachel.

"And what if then he got really crabby and upset and left me there" Rachel spoke and out of the corner of my eye I saw Mr. Shu, who was grading Spanish papers in the corner of the room look over to sneak a peak at Rachel as she spoke, and he caught my eye and darted his attention back to the papers, even though Im pretty sure his mind was on other things.

I was broke out of my trance when Quinn spoke up, "Stop talking. You're grossing out my baby" she said. 

"Oh shush. This is serious, even if you don't think so, cause obviously you don't know how to say no" I glared at Quinn. Then all of a sudden I felt like all I could do was make enemies.

"Thank you, Autumn. I just don't know how to stop a guy from getting mad if I say 'no'" Rachel said. Mr. Shu darted his eyes back towards the group of females and then back at the papers I knew he had no intentions on grading now.

"Just do what I do. Never say 'no'" Santana said with Brittney to back her up.

"Look girl. Don't ask me. Last guy I liked was the mayor of gay town" Mercedes said. My mind could only wander. Who was she talking about? The only gay kid I could think if was out of the closet at out school is Kurt... Ohhhh.

"We just have to accept it... guys don't care about our feelings" Tina spoke up. Then Tina began to explain how she told Artie about the fake stutter thing and Artie was telling her to basically change everything about herself.

"Thats gotta sting" Rachel said and finally Mr. Shu got up and out of his chair and made his way towards us.

"Are you really having that much boy trouble?" Mr. Shu incredulously asked . I bit my lip. Nobody could know about how I feel about Mike. Mr. Shu has no idea how bad us girls are with boys.

"Honestly. Yes" I admitted for the whole team.

"Well maybe you should talk to somebody about it" Mr. Shu spoke.

"I tried talking to Ms. Pillsbury but she wasn't really that much of help" Rachel told Mr. Shu.

"Autumn... have you any advice for this?" he asked me, directing the attention to me.

"What?" my heart dropped and I hated the spotlight.

"We haven't known you all that long. I was wondering if you have any advice for this situation" he said taking a seat.

"Mr. Shu.....  my-" I was cut off when the bell rang. I sighed and began to get up to leave the class.

"Wait here Autumn. I have a planning period. I want to talk to you" he instructed, making me sit back down in my seat. Once everyone made it out of the choir room Mr. Shu sat down next to me.

"What were you saying?" he asked. Everything about this made me feel insecure, about everything.

"I was saying I... Ive never had a boyfriend before" I paused and saw the shock on his face.