jerika : my little brother

chapter 31

Next week  ;

Erika's POV  ; jake has been really moody with me lately.  And I'm just trying to comfort him and be there for him ,  he's been kind of avoiding me I could say ,  and he had Jax, a very fussy Jax  all this time ,  so I thought I'd take Jax to the park or something today and let jake yunno think a little. 

Jakes POV  ; I've been mentally and physically frustrated lately.  Ever since I talked with my mom again.  I'm being a real indecisive person or weather or not to let her back into my life ,  as so I hardly talk to Erika.  I know I've been moody with her and its not her fault but I just can't help it.  I have to much on my mind ,  plus Jax has been so fussy with me.  He hasn't been listening. 

" Hey do you mind if I take Jax to the park with sunny today " Erika says. All of a sudden I became so mad...  I don't know what happened I just exploded.  " No you can't !  No one can.  Just leave me the hell alone and get out of hear already.  Can't you see I'm not in the mood or are you that stupid.  Just leave and don't come back !  " I shouted at her.  Then my mind came back down to earth ,  as I see her crying right in front of me.  " Damit ,  er-i-babe ,  I'm sorry - " " No jake ,  you said it yourself.  I'm just gonna leave and never come back.  " She says as she slaps my hand away and then runs up the stairs. 

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Erika's POV  ; I ran up the stairs to pack a bag.  I don't even know what I had even did other than ask to take Jax to the park. And it was like he wasn't himself right after that.  But I don't care anymore he's not my problem.  Anyways. I packed a bag ,  with some pairs of clothes my emergency makeup kit ,  and my brush and toothbrush of course.  Then I walked down the stairs , and straight to the door.  To see jake standing there.  " Excuse me " I say.  He doesn't move.  " No " He says.  " What the hell is wrong with you ,  first you yell at me for asking to take Jax to the park then tell me to leave and  ever come back ,  now your not even letting me leave.  " I shout at him.  " Becuz that was a mistake " He shouts back.  Another tear went down my face.  " No ,  maybe we were a mistake.  Take good care of Jax and tell him I love him " I say as I lower my voice.  I take one last look around and then back up to jake who was now crying.  He moved out the way and then I ran out the door.  Into my Jeep ,  I got in and locked all the doors ,  I just sat there and cried.  I cried my heart out. 

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2 hours later  ;

Still Erika's pov  ; I finally left from outside Jakes House.  I honestly have no were to go ,  other than sunny apartemnt that she just got.  She gave me the adress and I started driving there ,  as soon as she left me in I started crying again.  I couldn't stop it this time.  So I told her what happened  ,  how he was being moody with me ,  how I asked a simple question then he exploded on me ,  how I ended things.  To the point were sunny was crying with me for who knows what reason. 

I laugh a little .  " Why are you crying " I ask as I wipe my tears that hadn't dried up on my face.  " Because your crying ,  and it's just so sad...  My favorite couple just ended.  My life is ruined " Sunny says.  I laugh even harder and give her a hug.  " It's okay ,  my life's over to ".

Jakes pov  ; now I'm stressing even more.  I have no clue where Erika is. And I'm not sure who she's with ,  if she's with anyone.  I don't even know what to do with myself right now. 

Later that night ;
Sunny's pov  ; since Erika got here ,  she's been talking about jake and how she misses him and that she doesn't have a life without him ,  then she laughs at herself.  It's a constant pattern,  always the same words over and over.  But I kind of getting tired of it ,  no offense Erika.  So I texted jake and asked him what happened.  All he said was hes been stressed and he doesn't know why he exploded like that.  I told him I understood then gave him my adress to come get his girl.  I mean I love Erika with all of my heart.  But I think this should've been solved a better way ,  and that jake shouldn't have exploded on her. 

When jake arrived. 

Jakes pov  ; I have Jax with me and me and sunny worked out that she would leave the apartment then I go in to talk to Erika.  Just now sunny walked out.  I waited a couple mins then knocked on the door.  " Who is it " Erika shouted.  I knocked again ,  she finally opened the door ,  but as soon as she saw me,  just tried to close it but I had held it open then walked in ,  she walked away.  I followed.  " Please  ,  I'm sorry " I say as she plops down on the couch.  With her she turns away so she's Facing the wall.  I let Jax go down on the couch and he immediately crawls to Erika.  And he hugs her ,  Erika looks over to her arm which Jax us hugging and smiles.  That smile