jerika : my little brother

chapter 57

Jakes pov  ;  " Baby what's wrong " I say to her.  " You " She says.  " What did I do " I say in confusion.  " I know your a father.  You have 2 kids.  But you only pay attention to one.  You hardly pay attention to what Jax wants ,  you hardly pay attention to what I want.  Jake ,  yea you buy them ,  buy us whatever we want.  But the only thing I want ,  the only thing Jax wants is to spend time with you.  Jake,  he gets upset when your always with Kayzley ,  he never gets to bond with you.  Even before we got back together.  He cries so much when you take Kayzley out and not him.  I know you love Kayzley ,  and so do I ,  but I'm not gonna shut the other one of my kids out ,  and make them feel not loved by their father.  Jake ,  you don't understand ,  how bad I feel.  Let alone I sometimes feel the same way as him "Erika says as she cries.  " What do you mean I shut him out.  I try to bond with him ,  but all he wants to do is be with you " I tell her.  " Why do you think he always wants to be with me.  All I want is for him to be a kid ,  to have fun to not stress at 7 years old...  But because of you that's all he does  ...  Because of you ,  that's all I do.  Is fucking stress " She says.  She sits down on the closet floor ,  leaning he back on the wall.  " You know that's not my intentions " I tell her.  " I'm sure no parents intentions is to make one of their kids feel left out ,  or not loved " She says.  " Jake he fucking cries ,  he cries and cries ,  and he doesn't stop.  He never gets to bond with you..  He doesn't ever get the attention he needs from you ,  you don't even know how talented that kid is ,  he's such a sweet , and caring boy ...  And he doesn't deserve to cry so much  ,  because of you" She says.  I start tearing up.  " Theirs been fucking times where I was crying with him ,  because you seem like you don't even care about us " She says.  " Why did you tell me this " I say.  "It's not my job to tell you ,  you should see it with your own eyes.  " She says as she takes her clothes and gets up and leaves the room..
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