jerika : my little brother

chapter 32

Erika's pov ; when Jax hugged me ,  I became a little bit happy again.  I sat up and picked him up. Then a sat him down on my lap.  I didn't even care if jake was talking ,  or if he was looking.  I just ignored him and talked to Jax.  " Ma-ma " Jax said.  I smiled with a little giggle.  He was the cutest. 

A couple mins later jake finally spoke up.  " I'm sorry " He says.  I look in his direction and he was sitting on the couch facing me.  " For what jake ,  screaming at me calling me stupid ,  for telling me to- " I say before being cut off.  " I don't know what happened.  I just been stressed and ....  Andd  " He says.  He puts his head in his hands.  " And what jake " I say as i start to get up.  I put Jax down next to him and Jax looks up at me and cries.  I bend down.  " Don't cry jax ,  it's okay " I say in a whisper voice.  He stops for a little.  " And I'm sorry ,  I didn't mean to explode on you.  I had no right to do that.  But I'm sorry ,  everyone makes mistakes just forgive me.  Okay.  I love you
And I don't know what I would do without you.  " He says in a whiny voice.  " How am I supposed to forgive someone who's suppose to love me.  But instead calls me stupid and tells me to leave jake ,  I honestly don't get you " I say as tears start forming.  (( guys I know this is a bit cheesy loll )) .  Jake sighs.  " Please " He says as he looks up at me. I roll my eyes and get up and begin to walk away ,  but jake pulls my wrist gently back and pulls me toward him.  He pulls me into his lap.  " Please " He says one more time.  I gently get off of him and stand up.  I don't say anything to him.  " Fine.... You don't have to forgive me ,  just come home.  If not for me ,  then for Jax.  Please " He says.  I look at Jax then pic him up.  " Fine but only for Jax

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Jakes pov  ; ugh.  I don't even know what to do to change her mind.  I'm a stupid person ,  I know.  I shouldn't of yelled.  And I know I've been short of avoiding her ,  and I shouldn't of done that either.  But I did something stupid that I have to pay the consequences for.  I ruined my own relationship because of some stupid talk with my mother. But I'm glad she will still come home ,  at least for Jax. 

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Back at the house. 
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Jakes pov ; Jax rode with Erika ,  in his car seat of course.  And she didn't talk to me since we got back home.  She's in Jaxs room right now  ,  with Jax of course.  I walk in there ,  and she looks up then immediately looks away.  " Hey " I say to see if she would say anything.  " Uhm ,  you can sleep on the bed or or on that bed * points to Jaxs extra big bed in his room  *  ,  I don't know...  But I'm gonna sleep in my car....  " I say do to the fact that Erika's old room doesn't have a bed anymore ( don't ask why) .  " You can sleep on your bed " She says as I walk out.  " Uhm ,  I'm- im good...  I'll be in the Tesla i-f you need anything ,  or don't even come to me...  Ruby and Chris are in the house ,  well you knew that " I say as I put my palm on my head.  Then walk into my room to take a quick shower and change into some joggers and a hoodie.  Then I grabbed a pillow and a small blanket then began to walk out the door.  But someone pulled my arm back... 

It was Erika ,  I looked at her in confusion.  " Are you really sorry?  " She asks.  I fully turn to her.  " Of course I am baby " I say as I look down.  She slightly smiles. 

Erikas pov  ; I feel like he's sorry.  And I mean I love him and I don't know how long I can even stay mad at him.  Plus ,  I've exploded at jake a couple of times ,  and said even worse things to him..  And I'm sure he didn't mean it.  Right after he said ' of course I am baby ' I couldn't help but smile.  I pulled him in for a hug and a few tears came down my face ,  he hugged me back then gently grabbed my face.  He kissed my lips and I of course kissed back.  We both slowly pulp away and I rests his forehead on mine ,  with his hands still on both my cheeks.  " I'm really really sorry ,  I know I shouldn't of done that " He says.  I peck his lips.  " Just don't do it again please " I say " I won't " He says.  I hug him longer and we both pull away and we make sure Jax is asleep and all good then turned off the light.  We went to our bed and just cuddled ,  with no words spoken.  I honestly loved this man.
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