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Louis Tomlinson's POV
"Long time no see Louis." A random blonde flirts with me.
"Um hi?"
"Don't tell me you don't remember me?" She pouts.
"I honestly don't." I shrug.
"We had slept together when we were in junior highschool." She playfully slaps my arm. "I guess you're such a chick magnet you bang different girls every night." She teases.
"Of course what did you think." I laugh, even though it was only slightly true, I had fucked a different girl every now and then but not everyday.
"Oh you." She giggles. She snorts which caused me laugh at her. I can't even believe I slept with her. "Hey you said you'd kiss me if I make you laugh." She places her hands on her waist, pouting again. Her lips covered with a hideous bloody red lipstick.
I mentally groan to myself, why did I even agree to that. I place a quick kiss on her bottom lip. She giggles and snorts again, I laugh again until I look to my left. It's her.
I feel everything shatter around me, the expression on her face is enough to make me realize how idiotic I had been. Running off randomly and now from all the times she finds me here. The blonde girl, pulls me towards the stairs before I could comprehend what was happening my feet follows behind her but I feel my heart and soul at the bottom of the stairs. She shakes her head disapprovingly and crosses her arms in front of her chest. Her eyes obviously glossing, and I feel guilty.
Maybe it's a good idea to go upstair for awhile? I could think of things to say for our argument later on.
Fuck.
Fuck.
What do I even say?
Fuck I messed up again.
The blonde girl opens the door and pulls me in she pushes me down the bed to sit. She turns around, her dress being lifted over her head, she purposely bends down for me to stare at her non-existent ass.
No one could be more beautiful than Thea, inside and out she looked and is an angel. She was the light who guided me through the dark night. I need her. I need to get her back.
"What the fuck's wrong with you?" The girl raises her voice slightly, bringing me back to reality. She was now naked with no clothes at all.
"I'm not interested." I simply said.
"Fuck you." She raises the finger at me before collecting her clothes, and leaving her bra. She drank quite a lot anyway, and I am in no mood to be Mr. Goody and politely telling her she had just left her bra.
I lay back on the bed, I stare up the ceiling thinking of ways how to get my Thea back.
The alcohol I had drank earlier had kicked in. It slowly makes me sleepy and soon enough I had accidentally drifted to sleep and only she consumed my thoughts.
**
I had woken up from my sleep by being harshly shaken by Harry.
"Piss off!" I groan. Rubbing my eyes with the back of my hand.
"What the fuck Louis?" Harry shouts at me, I finally sit up on bed and I put my head in my hands. "Sleeping with a girl? While Thea is drunk out of her mind downstairs." He scolds.
"I didn't sleep with anyone!" I shouted angrily. "Where's Thea?" I hurriedly stood up fixing my shirt that was slight raised, probably from sleeping.
"Downstairs with Zayn."
"I'm gonna fucking kill him if he does anything to her." I run hurriedly past him.
Zayn appears on the door, and confusion strikes over me.
"You left Thea all alone downstairs, she's fucking drunk!" I shout. Pushing past him and ran downstairs.
A couple of screams were heard after I hear a loud car honk it's horn.
Holy fucking shit.
I ran as quickly as I could outside, I was right she was lying on the middle of the road unconscious.
Blood oozing out of her head had covered the streets.
My heart felt like it had been crushed into a million pieces until it had turned into dust wherein it had slowly been blew by the wind and those parts of my heart will never come back because my everything is lying on the road, unconscious and probably lifeless with blood dripping from her head.
Harry pulls out his phone and I could see his hands shaking while dialing the emergency number. Zayn unbuttons his polo shirt and wraps it around her head, to prevent more blood from flowing out, I guess.
"If you didn't fucking leave her this wouldn't have fucking happened." More tears fall down my eyes.
"You could say that to your fucking self." He places his index and middle finger on her neck to check for a pulse.
He's right.
If I didn't leave her, she wouldn't have needed to find me and see me cheat on her. She would have been okay and happy and she won't be drunk out of her mind and been bumped by the car.
This is all my fault.
I'll take all the blame.
I hug my unconscious world even tighter in my arms.
It's all my fault, I'm the one to blame.
"I'm sorry Thea." I say weakly just for her to hear, If she could even hear me. I kiss her forehead, I don't even mind the blood.
"I love you Thea." I pray to hear her reply but nothing. All I could only hear was the ambulance sirens, and I'd do anything to hear those 3 words to fall from her lips again that were only meant for me.
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A/N
I felt so heartbroken while writing this ,_,
I'm sorry ._.
I just have Niagra Falls in my eyes.
Chapter dedicated to the sister of my life Em. :)
-Aina :(
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