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Chapter 24 - Regrets

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( A/N: Chapter not edited bc we have guests and my mom's making me greet them and blah blah I'll edit later :) )

Louis Tomlinson's POV

My leg bounces up and down, my head in my hands with Harry sitting beside me and Zayn standing across the both of us, he hadn't said a single word ever since I had accused and blamed him for all of this.

"I'm a fucking mess." I sigh, finally sitting up straight. Wiping my tears that shed only for Thea using my shirt with the stains of her blood.

"Everything's going to be alright." Harry pats my back, somehow his words eased me.

We were just waiting for the results and I would have felt better if I was the one being bumped by the car instead of her.

"I'm having fucking chest pains." I groan whilst gripping my chest tightly.

"Louis just chill you might have a heart attack. Just think positive, I know she'll make it through because I know she's strong." Harry places his hand on my shoulder reassuringly. This is the first time he ever showed his friendly side.

I nod and breath in and out.

The doctor had finally went outside the room where Thea is, I stand up to my feet in a couple of seconds.

"How is she doctor?" I said in a rushed tone.

"We were able to revive her," revive? so that means she was lifeless just awhile ago? But thank God she's back, I wouldn't know what to do without her. "You can check on her in a minute, as soon as the nurses leave, please give her a bit of space and let her rest she'll need it. She'll hopefully wake up soon." The doctor nods to us.

"Thank you so so much." I shake his hand.

"It's our pleasure to help." He smiles before walking away.

I impatiently wait for the nurses to leave one by one, I entered the room and somehow relief washes through me when I see the monitor show her heart still beating; knowing that she's still alive calms me.

Yet it hurts me too see her this way, monitors surround her, an oxygen mask on her mouth and nose.

I approached her with Zayn and Harry trailing behind.

I took a seat on the stool beside her bed, I took her hand in mine and drew small circles on the back of her hand. I soon raised her hand to my lips, it was cold and i miss her so much.

Tears threaten to spill again but I stop them.

I don't know any guy who had cried over another girl rather than anyone part of their family as much as me. I just have a soft spot for Thea in the bottom of my heart.

"I told you bro, she's alright." Harry once again places his hand on my shoulder.

I laced my fingers with hers and a smile somehow managed to creep on my face.

"You love her don't you?" Zayn finally speaks for the first time in hours.

"I do." I admit not minding if they'll judge or make fun of me.

"I knew you'd fall someday Tomlinson." Zayn lightly chuckles.

"Yeah and maybe you will too? I bet you'd be whipped." I shrug, with a smile on my face.

"Well who knows? You're whipped and probably I will be too." He agrees causing me and Harry to laugh.

I looked back at Thea, I hope I could hear her laugh that sounds like music to my ears. I wish i'd see that smile that lit up my gloomy days. I hope i'd hear her tell me she loved me back and I miss her being in my arms.