lasershire

date night

Joven's pov

The work day went by fast. And David and I went home to change. On my way out the door Wes noticed me about to leave "oooo Joven looking fancy tonight. Who are you going to see ?"

I laugh and lie "I am just going to see a friend. No biggie"

He squints at me "you are a terrible liar"

I tell him half of the truth "ok you got me. I have a date tonight"

His eyes grew wide "with who ? You haven't been seeing anyone lately. Surely I would have heard about him"

I smirk "it's a suprise. I don't want to say who till I know if this is going to work out"

He nods in content. I walk out to my car and get in. I go pick lasercorn up and he drives. My back is still sore so we decided to go to taco bell and after we have our food. We go to a drive in movie theatre. The movie showing tonight is some old movie called the day of the triffids

It was interesting. Though most of the time I just paid attention to lasercorn. I couldn't help but stare. He was looking hot tonight with his skinny jeans on and a nice black shirt. He notices me staring and he smiles which made me shiver.

He pulls me closer to him. He kisses me. His lips were so soft and sweet. By now we have went into full on make out mode. I feel the heat radiating off of his body. I begin to feel hot myself. I pull back and lay on his chest. I'm not the kind of person who screws at the movie theatre. Hes actually been really cool about not pressuring me into sex. But it worries me because. What if I tell him that I still don't think we're ready. Would he cheat on me like EJ did ?

Just thinking the question hurts. I know lasercorn isnt like EJ at all but still what if he did ?.

I push the thought aside for the rest of the movie and an hour and 30 mins later. It's over.

We pull away from the theatre and start heading back to my house "so you staying the night tonight right ?" I ask

He replies "of course. As long as you let me"

I giggle "I had an awesome date with you tonight"

He grins "I always have a great time with you anywhere we go"

He so freaking sweet. I swear I love this man. My phone rings which interrupts my thoughts.

"Hello" I answer the phone

It's Mrs Elwood "yes Mr ovenshire. I noticed since you and James... I mean David found out about me being his mother, you haven't came in for your therapy session in a while"

I give David a questioning look. I tell him "it's your mother"

He raises an eye brow "what does she want"

"She wants me to come back to my sessions" I told him

He made put it on speaker "why mother so you can exploit him ? He has actual issues he trusted you with and all you did was use him to get to me"

She countered "actaully he brought you up in his sessions. I never pushed him into talking about you ever. I generally as a therapist wanted to help him. He's been through alot and I understand that"

He spit back "I don't believe you !"

I finally speak up "actually its true"

It looked as if I had wounded lasercorn. He was staring daggers into me. So I did what was best for all of us at that time "Mrs Elwood I think David and I need some time. Have a good night"

I hung up the phone and David said in spite "so you're taking her side"

I shake my head "no David I'm on your side. But I am gonna be honest with you she has helped me alot. If things were normal between you and your mom then I would probably still be seeing her"

I can tell he is mad now. He tells me "it feels as if you are taking her side right now"

I shake my head "it's not true. David I'm on your side all the time. But honestly think about it. I used to not even beable to mention the rape. Everytime I even said the word I would get flashbacks. Those have gotten easier to deal with. Yes you have helped me alot to. Just by being there for me. And sleeping beside me every night has made the nightmares and anxiety attacks go away"

He stayed quiet after that. Guess he's ignoring me now. I'll just let him have some quiet time.

We get to my house and he puts the car in park. We sit there for a minute in the dark. He finally looks over at me "do you want to keep seeing her ?"

If I was being honest yes. But should I lie ? He can tell I don't want to answer "look. I need to think. I'll get a taxi back to my house. I'll see you tomorrow. Good night"

He kissed me on the cheek. I felt a pit form in my stomach. I ask on the verge of tears "you aren't staying the night ?"

He sighed "not tonight"

I get out and run into the house. Wes is on the couch but I run past him to my room. And close the door. I start sobbing. Hes mad at me. I don't like him being mad at me. It made me feel empty not having him here tonight. I flip my light off and go to sleep.

I hear footsteps coming to the door of my room. It gets kicked open. The men who held me down while being raped stood now at the foot of my bed. And lascorn has just walked out of the door behind them. They charge me. I am pushed down and begin to panic. The man with the voice comes into the room. He said "boyfriend can't protect you now huh"

I wake up screaming in fear. I sit up in bed and start crying. He left me why would he do that ? It was basically him letting those men get me. As if I meant nothing to him. I'm still trembling. I haven't had one of those in like a month. Wes comes into the room and sits on my bed "Joven everything ok ?"

I shake my head "no I had a nightmare again"

He raised an eye brow "you haven't had one of those in a while. Have you been going to your therapist ?"

I shake my head "no. I found out she's the mom of someone I know. And he and I aren't on speaking terms at the moment because of her"

He is confused "it's a long story" I tell him

He asked "oh. Well where's lasercorn ? Is he being an ass hole to you again ? I know he's been sleeping here alot lately. You two have been inseparable"

Hearing his name just hurts but I push the feeling down and lie "he had to go out of town for the night"

"Oh. Well do you want me to sleep in here and keep you company. I may not be lasercorn but I'm still your best friend"

I nod. He turns the light off and snuggles up next to me. But doesn't do anything David usaully does. No offense to Wes but he's no David. I get over it and finally fall back asleep.

It felt as if minutes have passed since I fell asleep and the alarm started going off. I feel exhausted but I get up and get ready anyways....