Love letters (violet Evergarden male characters x reader)

Dietfried chapter 6

(enjoy this chapter with in one  or two Dietfried bougainvillea there will be a warning chapter)

(f/n)'s pov - "Another head hangs lowly Child is slowly taken And the violence caused such silence Who are we mistaking? But, you see it's not me It's not my family In your head, in your head they are fighting With their tanks and their bombs And their bombs and their guns In your head in your head they are crying In your head In your head Zombie, zombie, zombie, ei, ei What's in your head? In your head Zombie, zombie, zombie ei, ei, ei, oh do do do do do do do do Another mother's breaking  Heart is taking over  When the violence causes silence We must be mistaken It's the same old thing since 1916 In your head, in your head They're still fighting With their tanks and their bombs And their bombs and their guns In your head, in your head they are dying In your head, In your head Zombie, zombie, zombie, ei, ei What's in your head? In your head Zombie, zombie, zombie ei, ei, ei, oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh ei ei oh" I hummed most of the lyrics as I studied for the final exam I couldn't believe its been a whole year already everyone was already gone or going home for the winter break but for me I wasn't sure If I would be welcomed I mean I know dad would be angry about me doing this but right now I didn't need him running to tell.

I looked up as dietfried walked in "going home?" he asked "no not yet I don't think its the best just yet" I said "well that makes the both of us" "really why aren't you going home is it because you would miss me." I teased as I closed my book "shut up its not I just don't feel like being lectured my brother is in the army so I'm staying here." he said "two whole weeks in the barraks nothing new except for the snow and having this break." "well I'll be going to eat in town if you want to come." "some real food huh sounds great when are you going?" I asked "tonight so get ready" I don't know why I was excited maybe because me and dietfried had gotten closer on a understanding level, maybe because for the first time I was okay I didn't have to lie about me being a girl. whatever it may be I was liking this side of him too bad it was only when it was the two of us when he with others he is still a ass. "hurry up if your not at the front doors in thirty minutes I'm leaving" he said well sometimes he is still a ass when he is with me. "okay, okay I am going" I hurried off to look through my suitcase of clothes what to wear, what to wear. I basically had nothing everything was male. dietfried walked up behind me throwing a shirt at me "put that on" I grabbed the shirt from my head looking at It, it was a turtle neck not my style but it felt warm. "this is expensive isn't it" I asked "not really why?" "its wool that's why I never felt something like this I always thought it was soft but this is amazing." dietfried stared at me for a couple seconds "just get dressed" he said before walking out undressing I hurried to put the black turtle neck on I loved it, it was a bit big pretty baggy I wonder if it is his? "hurry up" dietfried yelled through the door "hold on!" I yelled back I had one pair of fitting pants but I wasn't sure if it was the best to wear into town. but I had to loo decent so I put them on with a little bit of make up I had I was finally ready. walking out the door dietfried took a good few seconds to look at me before he threw a coat in my face "really" I growled "Cover up I don't want people seeing you like that until were in town." he said before walking ahead of me putting the coat on I kept my head down as we walked out to the car "you know how to drive?" I asked 'of course don't you I mean you did come from the country side" "I can ride a horse I don't have luck with cars." I said truthfully "well I guess I have to drive don't I-" "You invited me!" I yelled dietfried looked at me snickering "calm down it was a joke you take things too seriously." "oh do I" "yes you do."

I smirked as dietfried turned his back walking to the driver side as he neared the door I hurried to cup a snow ball in my hand I threw it at him. dietfried turned glaring at me I gulped loudly as I took off running after me he ended up hitting me with a snow ball. I fell forward landing in the thick snow. popping back out like a weasel I looked at him "did dietfried bougainvillea just throw a snowball at me." "so what if I did you started it" he said I chuckled "no I just wanted to make sure cause I though a girl did." I teased "oh girl huh" he bent down to cup a handful of snow chucking it at me I ducked making him miss "haha!" I laughed as I fell back in the snow staring at the night sky while moving my arms and legs "what are you doing?" "making a now angel" I said "i think your halo burned away" I rolled my eyes as I sat up "funny" after helping me up we finally managed to get back to the car I cant believe I am saying this but the more time we have like this I think I am falling for him. I tried shaking the thought I mean were in the navy I am trying to move up in ranks I cant let him get in my way. I looked out the window blushing as he drove but then I started to think what happens if we get separated and we go separate ways on different boats how will I survive, what if someone finds out and isn't as nice to keep it a secret. "(f/n)" I snapped out of my thought as I looked at dietfried "calm down" he said "What do you mean?" "every time you think too much you start to fidget what are you worried about." I looked at him then looked down "I'm scared" I said "of what?" "dying I just realized this with me and you wont last I mean we could go separate ways its not up to us on where we go the more time passes the more I get scared what if someone finds out." "no one is gonna find out if you keep working I am sure me and you will be on the same ship." he said "I hope so." I said as I turned away from him.