Love letters (violet Evergarden male characters x reader)

gilbert part 10

(f/n) sat in front of violet she took a breath unaware to both that gilbert was listening
"my dear Camilla I don't know where I went wrong in losing you, I don't know if I could have changed anything. but your no longer here and it pains me to deal with this I just wanted you to know that the life you would have had would have been filled with love from both me and your father. I wish he would have gotten to see you, you looked just like him a beautiful baby girl your hair was thick black everything about you was so precious. I wish I had gotten to see your personality would you have been willful and kind like him or a head strong woman like me. I wish to have seen your first steps and hear your first words. I wanted to be there when you needed me for your first everything I wanted to experience it all but for whatever reason it didn't happen. but for the months and days that you grew inside of me you will always belong to me my flesh and blood my daughter I will you like no other and always think of you no one can ever take your place my sweet Camilla bougainvilla" she said
violet stopped when (f/n) did "ma'am" (f/n) had tears running down her face as she sat forward she took a few gasp the pain in her chest was strong
"ma'am" violet went to help her
"don't touch me!" (f/n) yelled "if it wasn't for you gilbert would have returned home early he wouldn't have taken the next tour I wouldn't have been here dying alone what is it, what is it about you that he loves!" she shouted
Gilbert put his head down he really fucked up he understood that now he walked out from behind the wall "(f/n) do not misunderstand this relationship violet is just-" violet jumped out of the chair and into gilberts arms "major gilbert!" she cried in his arms "I understand now what you meant when you said I love you, like (f/n) you love me" gilbert was taken back he had forgotten he had even told her that (F/n) eyes widen she bit her lip "DAMN IT!" she had so much rage she went to attack violet but she was held back by a strong force as gilbert shielded violet "didn't I tell you, you married a feisty one" dietfried said he smirked as he held onto (f/n) "don't lay with dogs (f/n)."