(I couldnt really find the direct mix of this song which is this version so please excuse the TK ghoul amv)
(f/n) laid next to Claudia she stared at his sleeping figure have you ever felt such hatred for someone all of a sudden? well that's how she felt everything felt like it was spinning her chest ached she had slept with this man many times so why, why the sudden feeling of fear, of hate. why towards him Claudia was every woman's dream he was tall handsome had his own business he was amazing and wanted kids. she had everything in one right in front of her so why was she shaking?
the fear of intimacy also called Pistanthrophobia it was fine before she realized how much deep into this relationship she actually was. before this night she never really thought they would stick together. she loved him but now she was scared, she was scared to be hurt. sitting up she looked at the sun that shined through the window on is bare body. her chest tightened as she slid out of the bed. her legs shook what was her next move to stay or to go?
You have been with him for a good few months. he has reassured you, loved you, and helped you obtain your dreams so why were you scared to continue this relationship the reason it was maybe too good. He was too much of a good man and that scared you what was he hiding maybe another lover maybe this is all a joke to him he doesn't really love you does he? You looked over at his sleeping figure nothing has changed even from when he was in the war. "Claudia, Claudia" you mentally shouted wanting him to answer you as if he was telepathic and could hear you "i'm scared"
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Love letters (violet Evergarden male characters x reader)
FanfictionBenedict Blue, Claudia Hodgins, Dietfried bougainvillea and Gilbert bougainvillea x reader four men four different stories in one book. read the four different love stories from the four most handsome men and the beautiful (f/n).
