Love letters (violet Evergarden male characters x reader)

Dietfried chapter 8

(WARNING CHAPTER FORCED SEX TRIGGER WARNING)

(f/n)'s pov - *I see that look in your eyes, It makes me go blind .Cut me deep, these secrets and lies Storm in the quiet.  Feel the fury closing in All resistance wearing thin Nowhere to run from all of this havoc, Nowhere to hide from all of this madness.* that was just a piece of a song my dad would sing as he worked he told many stories of war and when we felt pushed back we have to fight with all our might. Dietfried is my best ally and to make sure it stays that way I have to push back everyone else if I wanna make it in that base. "I thought tonight was suppose to be fun" dietfried said as he slid a shot of tequila over "I was just thinking that's all don't worry" I said as I took the shot downing it the burning liquid. I hated the taste but no one ever drinks liquor just cause their thirsty right. "your slow" dietfried said as he downed a third "haven't you ever heard of taking it slow are you trying to get sick?" I questioned "tch I don't get hangover's" he said "is that so well then why am I holding back" I teased. "come on lets see who can drink more" "well I guess you'll have to drink 2 more so were equal" "What I cant make it up at end?" "if you want but I suggest now so we know how many we have drank." I couldn't help but chuckle "your scared you'll lose" I said "How cute" "we'll see who is cute by the end when I'm dragging your dead weight back to base." "i guess its a bet" I said as I drank another shot.

3rd person's pov - one shot turned to three which turned to nine and then fourteen (f/n) was falling behind by one. (f/n) looked over at Dietfried "I have to pee" she said "well go" "If I stand up its going to hit all at once." dietfried looked at (F/n) he grunted as he wrapped his arm around her waist pulling her up "don't piss on me alright" (f/n) smiled "yeah no I can hold it" she said Dietfried carried her off he stared at the gender signs "fuck were do I take you?" he asked (f/n) grabbed his hand pressing it against the outer layer of her crotch area "have I grown a dick yet?" dietfried pulled back "don't ever do that again" he said (f/n) looked at him "the girls" she said dietfried set her down in front of the woman's bathroom "I'm gonna step out for a smoke once your done lets get going." "fine" she said as she held onto the door making her way into it Dietfried looked at his hand he bit his lip before leaving outside. as he walked across the bar in the far corner someone had been keeping a eye and after the hours had passed he finally had his chance. standing up he made his way straight to the girls bathroom he knocked on the door "some- someone is in here" (f/n) managed to say the man smirked as he kicked open the door (f/n) looked up trying to cover herself. her eyes widen "jean" (f/n) went to grab her pants "I thought there was something about you. I wasn't sure I thought I was crazy but now" he said with a heavy grin. "Jean listen I never did anything to you I-" she screamed as jean grabbed her "he said it back then he called you a she I thought it was a mistake but. It seems not, seeing you in that make-up  and your panties around your knees. My thoughts never been more clear" he said towering over her "I never did anything to please don't do this" she said pushing at him. "you come here acting like us what your doing isn't heroic its a nusessnce to me and everyone there." he pushed her against the wall he chuckled "is this why he is keeping your secret are you fucking him" he said stepping on her pants keeping them down at her ankles. "I'll report you" she said "and tell them everything no I don't think you will" he said. Tears stained her cheek as her chest was pressed against the wall she could hardly breath. the sound of his buckled made her heart drop to the pit of her stomach. despite his nails being short they still manage to tear at her scalp as he slammed her face into the dirty tiled walls. as he ran his manhood against her virgin gates "please, no- NO!" she screams were muffled by his peanut scented hands "shut up" he growled. (f/n) hands shook as her nails dug into the wall her womanhood burned as his rode tore into her if his lower body wasn't holding up she would have fell to her knees in agony by now.

Dietfried blew his finaly lung filled smoke out into the cold air flicking his cigarette into the snow he walked back in the bar. his eyes went straight to the bar then wandered off as he looked for (f/n) "damn it she must have passed out in the bathroom" he grumbled as he headed off toward the bathroom grabbing the door he pushed in but found it locked. "(f/n)" he called out (f/n) screamed in jean's hand. dietfried knocked on the door again he leaned in listening "(f/n)" he knocked again squinting his eyes (f/n) bit jean's finger "DIETFRIED!" she screamed Dietfried's eyes widen he hit the door with his shoulder "(f/n)!" he yelled pushing back he started to kick the door in. "(f/n)!" he yelled finally the door was kicked in dietfried eyes widen as he pulled Jean off of (f/n). "what did you do, what did you do!" he yelled "what you couldn't" he said smiling at him "she doesn't belong with us" he said Dietfried looked at (f/n) she held onto the jacket reaching for her pants, dietfried eyes saw red "doesn't belong you don't belong!" he yelled tackling jean out the bathroom he towered over the man Punching him repeatedlyeven after hearing the cracking of his jaw. dietfried kept going until even his own knuckles were bloody people took notice as jean laid there unconscious. "That's enough your gonna kill him" someone yelled people started to pull at dietfried managing to get him off dietfried pushed them away "get the fuck away from me!" he yelled he turned going back into the bathroom he looked at (f/n). lowering on his knees he didn't know what to tell her he had no words. picking her up he wrapped the coat around her pushing passed everyone dietfried kept looking down at (f/n) she was quiet too quiet. even on the car ride home, and going into the base she didn't talk she cried but it was silent. "I have to wash you" he said as he sat her on the shower floor she knew and he knew they couldn't say anything about what happened but go through it in silence. "I'm gonna take your clothes off" he said reaching out to her (f/n) pulled away from him hugging herself tightly. "I'm not going to do anything I swear" he said he managed to grab her arm pulling her towards him. "no, no!" she started to push at him but dietfried was determined  having her face opposite of him he wrapped his legs around her waist holding as he started to undress her. whether it made it worse for her dietfried did what he thought was right saving her from feeling disgusting, and saving her from doing a decision that could effect them for life. dietfried sat there in the shower with her holding her as he ran the wash cloth over her body. (f/n) gave up as she laid her head against his chest the night was long for them both diefried laid (f/n) in her bed he stared down at her. covering her up he turned away "thank you" she whispered taking a breath he sat down on his bed watching over her. for the days to come they both fell into insanity repeating the day wake up, eat, train, shower, study, eat fall asleep." repeating this over and over and each night dietfried woke up exhausted (F/n) whimpers never ceased her dreams were nightmares and her nightmares were his alarms. he couldn't take it anymore grabbing his pillow he got up walking the few steps he got into the bed with her. pulling her close to him "don't let anyone define you, you are and will always be you don't let them bring you down to their level you'll never forgive yourself if you become the monster."