Because I'm Blind (BTS PJM) [ COMPLETED ]

Our First Night // Chapter 4

I was just in my room the whole night after his "girlfriend" came. They were in the living room watching movies together. And I hate the fact that they were TOO loud. I just want to peacefully sleep on this comfy bed of mine. Fuck them.

I know I can't do anything. So I just turned off the lamp and went to sleep. But bitch, they were really loud in the living room, like my ears gonna bleed. Uggghhh... how am I supposed to sleep?!

1 HOUR LATER

Boy... I can't sleep. How about I just cover my fucking ears with the pillow? Oh great idea! Why don't I thought about this earlier??? Stupid me!

NEXT MORNING

Ughh... I can't sleep well last night.

When I was about to sleep *yeah my ears were covered*, I heard someone moaning. I was like, bitch are you fucking kidding me?! I covered my ears and I still can heard you guys?!But.. why did my heart felt hurt? Ahhhhhhhh.... what to doooooo....

3 A.M.

I'm on my bed, eyes opened, ears bleeding.
Finally, the unholly sounds had gone. I look at the clock beside my bed and my eyes widened. "What the chicken?! It was 3 freaking a.m. ?! I really need to go sleep. If I wake up late tomorrow, well basically today, I'm doomed. Well his- I mean their fault for being too loud". I then went to sleep uncomfortably.

NOW

Ugghhh. I need to bath. I'm sticky. I don't even bath after the wedding last night.

I went to the bathroom and did my morning routine. After that I wore my clothes and went downstairs only to see the " lovey - dovey" couple sitting on the sofa while giggling.

I just ignored them and to the kitchen I gooo~ I cook my breakfast and eat them. I was eating my breakfast peacefully when someon- I mean when the " freaks " disturbed me.

Jina: Hey bitch! What are you eating? Are you eating the garbage you made?! Pfft...
You: Hello-
Jimin: Keep it. What she said is true. Eww... look at what you eat. It looks like- ee- just eww...

Ouch. It's hurt. I look down on my food. I saw nothing look like garbage. It just FOOD. I then look up at him.

You: Umm.. sorry but there's nothing wrong about my food.
Jina: Well.. everything is wrong actually. The food you made look like shit.
Jimin: I think it's enough babe. We are just wasting our time talking to this garbage.

I look down with my tears in my eyes. I tried so hard to not cry in front of them. It's okay, Y/N... It's okay.. you've been through more than this.. I kept reminding myself. But why did it hurt when it was said by your crush and husband?

Jina: Okay babe. Let's go. Can we go out and eat outside?

She eyed me like I'm a piece of shit.

Jimin: Alright, let's go.

They went to " their " bedroom and change before they went out to eat breakfast.
Once they out, I ran to my bedroom. I jumped on my bed and cry.

Why are this world so cruel?! I hate him! But.. but why did I still love that asshole?

Then, I cried myself to sleep..