I've been re watching all of the edits in here (my mega vent collection on instagram) because I feel like absolute shit.
For example,
1) I know I need to eat, but I'm not hungry.
2) I know I need to sleep, but I'm not tired.
3)I know I need to do something productive, but I don't feel like it.
4) I know I need to socialize, but I hate being around people.
1: The only thing I've eaten today was a small crepe; I still had to force myself to eat it.
2: I'm not tired, but I've been lying in my bed all day doing pretty much nothing
3: My room is clean, but I got in trouble for it being dirty, so I cleaned it, at three thirty in the morning. My basket of dirty clothes is overflowing, but I don't feel like doing them.
4: My older sister got pissed off at be just because I told her that I didn't want to be around anyone, constantly asking why when I tell her the truth; I don't know.
I think this is my depression maybe, but I feel like one, a failure, two, a weak piece of shit for even saying anything.
People wonder why I don't openly talk about my feelings, but it's because I feel weak for doing so. I feel like I'm just grabbing for attention, I'm not. So, I suck it up and keep it all in.
Not to mention my doctor is a fucking idiot.
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