On My Own A Diggy Simmons Love Story Book 3

Chapter 6: Friends Only

I go upstairs and change into my pajamas. When I was done Twist came into the room.

Twist: Dang Elana….

Elana: What?

Twist: You sure do know how to make a person break down.

Elana: The Diggy situation. I know he’s crying.

Twist: Oh. Well I hope you consider being with him because he loves you. *leaves room*

Elana: *quiet but thinking*

I go downstairs to see Diggy by himself. The tissues were gone and Tristen must have been with Twist. I go to the couch and sit next to him. I had no idea what to say. After a few minutes of silence, I got up and took his hand dragging him upstairs with me. He was already changed into pajamas. He stood there as I got into bed. I patted the bed for him to get in. He slowly got in and I put arms around him.

Elana: I love you and I’m sorry.

Diggy: *looks at me blankly and then turned to face me* why? *voice very hoarse*

He wasn’t speaking all day I guess because his voice was so hoarse.

Elana: Because being mad at you won’t solve anything. Only way is to move forward I guess. *sighs*

Diggy: So we’re together again? *voice still hoarse*

Elana: *kisses him then pulls away* yes we are.

Diggy: * smile then slowly falls asleep along with Elana*

~~~Twist and Tristen~~~

Tristen: I’m glad you came

Twist: I am too. Where is Diggy sleeping?

Tristen: Well when I came back he was gone and I checked the guest rooms so he wasn’t there. I think he’s asleep in Elana’s room.

Twist: That’s good. So what are we doing tomorrow?

Tristen: How about we all go to the movies and then to the theme park.

Twist: sounds fun

Tristen: *falls asleep

~~~~Next Morning~~~

Elana P.O.V.

I woke up and as I turned over Diggy was right there on his back asleep. I was happy he was back but at the same time I couldn’t help but be little angry at him still. I’m not over it but he asked for forgiveness; though I still have some tension at him. Last night I had a dream that Iris and Diggy actually did do something that night. Iris was pregnant and happy as ever. Diggy was happy too. I was only his friend and he invited me over saying how he was going to propose to her and be with her forever. At the thought of that tears came into my eyes again. It was like a long river of tears streaming down my face. I put my arm over his stomach and laid my head on his chest. My tears were falling onto his V-neck making it get sort of wet. He slowly opened his eyes and looked down at me.

Diggy: *still tired* why you crying?

Elana: I’m sorry if I woke you.

Diggy: its okay but I need to talk to you.

Elana: *sits up along with Diggy* yeah

Diggy: I know you said that we were back together. But I feel it was out of sympathy maybe. You’re still mad and I can feel it. It’s like something is holding you up from loving me like you use too. What I’m trying to say is maybe now is the time we shouldn’t be together.

Elana: You’re right. I am such a -----

Diggy: Don’t say that you’re not. I thought I was making  a bad decision though.

Elana: No. Maybe we shouldn’t be together. *hesitates* Diggy I was crying because I…*stops*

Diggy: What?

Elana: Never mind. So I guess we’re friends?

Diggy: Yeah but we get to do one final thing as boyfriend and girlfriend. Well you know how we were before all this drama.

Elana: I know what I want to do for my final thing *kisses him passionately* Ok.

Diggy: *looks at her and seems regretful* I’m so mad at you!!! *smiles*

Elana: Why?

Diggy: You would choose the day we break up officially to do that type of kiss. *laughs*

Elana: Hey, I’m sacrificing you to Iri…..I mean another girl so I deserve that.

Diggy’s P.O.V.

Wait. What? Is she hiding something from me?

Elana P.O.V.

Elana: It’s your turn; one final thing.

Diggy: Since you took what I was going to do I have a few words for you. I LOVE YOU and it’s going to be hard for me to get over the fact we are really through with this relationship. But we have our own lives to deal with now. New Jersey or Miami, roommate or no roommate, girlfriend or just a very special friend; I have fallen in love with the right girl but we just lost each other. I want you on this journey with me no matter what *smiles* even through dating, heartbreaks and relationships.

Elana: AWW!!! I love you too Diggy! I’m not sure about the dating though. Can I come and watch?

Diggy: Why?

Elana: So I can take notes.

Diggy: *smiles*

Elana: SIKE!!! Why would I take notes? I would be sabotaging every bit of your dates. *laughs and smiles* I’m DEAD serious by the way.

Diggy: *laughs* what does that mean? You’re going to miss this handsome boy in front of your eyes?

Elana: Yes now stop rubbing stuff in.

Diggy: Ok I’ll go make some breakfast. *singing* I’m bringing sexy back *walks into hallway*

Elana: DIIIGGGGGYYYYY!!!!!!!

Diggy: What?

Elana: Check me into a mental ward because I lost my mind.

Diggy: I lost my mind for letting you go *goes downstairs*

He seriously doesn’t get that I’ve lost my mind. Nightmares do come true and so far its right on point. Diggy and I aren’t together and He lives in a different state. I have no idea about Iris but I know I’m going to have to talk to her soon; Diggy and I being JUST FRIENDS? I would need to adjust to it like Miami.