On My Own A Diggy Simmons Love Story Book 3

Chapter 90: Rain

Elana P.O.V

I ordered my food and laid my head on the window. Diggy smirked and started texting.

Diggy: You still tired?

Elana: No why you ask?

Diggy: You look a little tired that's why.

Elana: I haven't slept in like 3 days Daniel. *smiles*

Diggy: Oh I forgot about that. Would you like to sleep in my bed tonight?

Elana: No. We can't. I shouldn't have slept on your chest earlier. Now that I think about it. 

Diggy: Yeah you're right. 

Elana: I'm going to go the bathroom.

Diggy: Alright

I excused my self from the booth and went to the bathroom to fix my hair. I know Daniel feels a little restricted but its only best. 

I walked out the bathroom and walked towards our booth. The lady put the food down while Daniel was on the phone. I over heard what he was saying making me stop a few tables before. 

Diggy: I don't really want to go to a party but there isn't anything going on between Elana and me so I guess I could go. 

There was a pause before he spoke again.

Diggy: No I'm at Applebee's with her. But when she get home she'll probably fall asleep so I doubt she'd be worry about me going there. 

I walked to the table and sat down at the table as Diggy hung up. He smiled but I rolled my eyes. 

Diggy: What? 

Elana: What are you doing after this? 

Diggy: Nothing just about to chill at home with you

Elana Honesty is always nice you know

Diggy: I know

Elana: You should use it sometimes

Diggy: I do 

Elana: So is today the day you won't use it?

I had already eaten half of my food. I only had a little bit left.

Diggy: What are you talking about?

He was getting annoyed. 

Elana: I don't know what could I be talking about Diggy? I think I left my phone in the bathroom. 

I lied to him and left the restaurant. It was raining as is but I needed time to think. It wasn't the fact that he was going to the party; it was the fact that he lied to me. I just really need honesty right now. The rain poured down on my sweater as I walked down the wet sidewalk. Everyone thinks I'm the crazy one or the insane one. I'm tired of everyone thinking that. I'm tired of everything for right now even Daniel. Since he lied in the restaurant it makes me think if he was lying earlier and if he truly means what he said. Anybody can say they want to be there but it takes a real person to do it. I looked up from the sidewalk and saw a sign on a window. "Apartments for sale; Co-sign if a minor" I ripped off the tab and placed it my pocket. It's time to move on and stop thinking about everyone else because they're living the good life and I'm just the shadow of it. I have to do for myself now. I have to get my own money and my own car. I'm ready for it.

Diggy P.O.V

I waited for Elana to come back but she was taking forever. I asked the waitress to check and see if she was there but she said no one was in there. I paid for the dinner and headed outside. It finally stopped raining and no one was outside. I got in the car and started it letting it warm up. Where did she go? I look further down the street but I saw no girl. I pulled out of Applebee's and out into the streets. I looked on the sidewalks as I drove by searching for her. I think she knew I was going to a party. But I wasn't necessarily sure. I actually was going to hang at home with her before I go though so I wasn't really lying. I saw a girl walking quickly and looking down. I pulled over and called Elana. She quickly turned around and faced me before turning back around. I got close to her and pulled her making her face me.

Diggy: What is wrong with you? Do you know how cold it is right now? 

Elana: Don't worry about me and let me go. 

Diggy: No. 

Elana: Let me go Daniel! 

Diggy: I don't care. I don't want to lose you again! 

Elana: You're worried about losing me? 

She got close to me as I started tearing up just a little. I turned away to make the tears go away before speaking to her again

Diggy: Yeah. You don't even know how many times I worry over you. You leave, you disappear, and I don't hear from you. I hate that. I know you feel insecure but I feel that way too. I overreact just like you do. But I don't lie to you. I seriously was telling you the truth at the table. I'm not sure if I wanted to go. 

While I was talking Elana wasn't paying attention instead she got closer and kissed me; I let her go and she wrapped her hands around my neck. I held her by her waist and tried not to kiss back but she didn't stop causing me to passionately kiss her.