Enliven - Divergent Fanfic

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Tris

 

I stumbled through the door to Tobias’ and I’s shared apartment looking forward to my bed which I was going to surrender happily to. My short yet emotionally long day had drained me and I couldn’t wait to get home.

I sank onto the bed and let out a sigh of relief as my tired body didn’t have to hold me up any longer. The full force of the fatigue I was feeling swept over me like a tidal wave and I slumped forward, breathing heavily.

“Tris, babe, are you-what’s the matter?” Tobias comes and kneels down in front of me, his big calloused hands spread on my knees.

“I’m just so tired baby.” I replied in a whisper.

He stroked my cheek lovingly, concern evident in his dark eyes. “How about I run you a nice hot relaxing bath? Would you like that?”

I nodded, thankful that I had such a wonderful boyfriend as Tobias.

He kissed my head and left to run the bath. I laid down on the bed and rested my head on my hands. My plan was to have a few minutes of sleep, but sleep wouldn’t come. Flashes of the images I experienced while under the simulation serum scorched my mind, preventing any rest.

I came to a hard realisation that the serums will get stronger as the testing goes on. I have no idea whether I will be able to cope.

Suddenly the reasons for doing this fly out of my head and I curl in on myself, questioning my abilities and motives.

Tobias comes in noticing my crumpled state. “Oh, baby.” He whispers.

He sits down next to me and pulls me onto his lap, cradling me into his warmth. He rocks me lightly in a soothing manner until my breathing is back to normal and my eyes are focused.

“Come on, let’s get in the bath. You can talk to me okay?”

I nod and shuffle of off his lap and take his outstretched hand.

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We slipped quietly into the warm bubble bath, craving the warmth of the water and each other.

I lightly played with the bubbles, avoiding Tobias’s stare that read ‘tell me what’s the matter’.

I sighed, knowing I couldn’t keep it up for much longer and met his gaze. The second it happened, the words just came tumbling out of my mouth, unceremoniously.

“Tobias, what if I can’t do it? What is it all becomes too much? I am so tired; every muscle in my body screams for sleep but every time I close my eyes all I can see is the simulation I was in today and it makes me worried Tobias. It consumes my brain to the point where all I am thinking about is what ifs and I’ve only been there for one day. One day! I just can’t stop thinking about it and-“

“Maybe you need distracting.” And with that he presses his lips against mine.

Sparks of passion ignited my tired bones and I was quick to press my body to his. The lust and want was clear between us as Tobias turned us around so I was lying on top of him. Foreplay was not going to happen because I knew that once we did this, I would be exhausted.

I was quick to lower myself onto him, earning a moan from both of us. Everything feels complete when we are together like this; joined as one.

Our pace was slow; we were making love. I could feel his lips and hands everywhere at once. The only sounds were the small lap of water against the bathtub and our soft moans.

We were consumed with each other; mind, body and soul screamed for more and more.

Everything was forgotten except our love for each other.

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I woke up the next morning with achy limbs, but for a good reason. After distracting me for the first time, we couldn’t keep our hands to ourselves.

The night was filled with soft whispers and gentle touches between us.

I smiled to myself, thinking about our night and how much it meant to me. To have someone who loves me and to have gotten over a long-forgotten fear makes for a beautiful emotion.

“G’morning,” Tobias’s raspy morning voice whispered into my ear.

I giggled, “Morning,”

He smiled down at me where I laid on his chest, his fingertips tracing my spine.

“How you feeling?”

“Much better, especially after your distractions.” I smirked.

He smirked back, obviously proud of his doings.

Laughing, I smuggled further into his chest as his arms snaked around my torso. We stayed like that for a while until I realised that I had my next serum testing after lunch.

Sighing I moved off his chest and climbed out of the bed and stretched.

“Don’t do that babe, or we’ll have to have round what? 5, 6?"

I gasped at his cockiness but it soon turned into a laugh.

“Well babe, if you can’t control yourself, don’t look.”

He scoffed, “How can I not look? There’s a beautiful, naked girl stretching in front of me!”

I chuckled and turned around to kiss him quickly on the lips. Our lips broke apart and I rested my forehead against his.

“Thank you,”

“I love you,”

“I love you too,”

And with that I left the room.

{Hi guys! How has everyone been? I know I haven’t update in forever and I am so sorry but hopefully I will squeeze a few more chapters in before the summer when I probably won’t update very much L anyways, I hope you like this chapter, I know my smut writing is terrible but I’ve never had any sexual escapades so I don’t know what it’s like and I know that some authors put so much detail into their smut but if I am being honest I would rather not go into detail. So yeah! I hope everyone is goooood, inbox me! Tell me what you’re up to, any problems or stories I will happily listen to! I love you all *big kisses* Kaitlyn ♡}