strawberries & cigarettes ; yoonmin

fourteen

Jimin raises a hand up to touch his lips with his fingertips.

"Yoongs-"

Currently Yoongi is resting his head in the crook of Jimin's neck, his lips tingling.

"Jimin" Yoongi mutters into his neck "did- did you mean that".

Oh right- Jimin was the one who leaned forward to kiss Yoongi. And as each second pass he felt all the crack in his heart begin to seal shut.

"Y-yes" he whispers into Yoongi's ear, his heart thumping out of his chest. He's very confused but the weird feeling he gets every time Yoongi calls him pretty boy slowly begins to travel down his spine again.

In all honesty Jimin doesn't know what love is or what it feels like to be in it. But for whatever reason he has the feeling that the shiver running down his back has something to do with it.

His eyebrows knit in confusion as he remembers all the times his face heated up and the chill ran through his spine. How each car ride home made his heart beat quicken and each time Yoongi had caught him in his arms.

His heartbeat is so fast he feels like he's going through the roof.

"Yoongi" he speaks out in a whisper "I don't know what this is-"

"Do you want to?"

Jimin closes his eyes "I think I'm already starting to find out".

Yoongi takes a step back, hands dropping his grip on Jimin. He swallows hard he should tell him.

He should really-

"I-" Yoongi starts but panics "are you sure?"

"I don't know what we are but" Jimin's eyes flutter shut but I like it.

Maybe even a little too much. He enjoys the rides home and the strawberries candies. The taste of them mixed with cigarettes on his tongue, he likes it. The conversations late at night, sneaking out and coming back late. Breaking the rules.

"I'm sorry I kissedyouishouldhaveaskedfirst-" Jimin begins to ramble as he realizes that maybe Yoongi didn't like it as much as him. But he's shut up quickly by Yoongi's lips attaching to his yet again.

He gives in almost instantly unconsciously submitting to the older, he really has no idea what he's doing.

Because he's actually driving Min Yoongi insane.

"You are fucking driving me insane" Yoongi purrs "if you're worried about me not feeling the same, don't".

"You- you like me?"

Yoongi's eyelashes flutter as his gaze shifts from his feet to the younger boy in front of him. Dancing in the rain is a little far fetched, yet that's exactly what Yoongi's heart is doing, and fuck its fighting against him. His knowledge is basically being chucked out the closest window as his hand finds its way to Jimin's neck and tugs the younger closer. "Yes" he whispers on the shorter's lips. Jimin's hot cheeks flush a strawberry color but he doesn't care as he smirks into the kiss he's leading.

"I- I okay" Jimin mutters as their lips break. This surely isn't how hes supposed to spend today or his life even, in the arms of a man. Although Jimin truly doesn't understand love and has never found himself attracted to anyone before, its a first for him and currently he's fallowing the advice his mother always gave him, to follow his heart.

"We cant just kiss all day in the rain Jimin" Yoongi whispers into the quieting air. Jimin's eyes find the sky which is usually full with stars and is instead covered in clouds. He isn't really listening to Yoongi as he instead pull himself closer to the older by wrapping his arms around his chest and burring his head into the older's neck. He doesn't know what he's doing sure, but he knows he feels safe as Yoongi's arms lace around him and his grip tightens. "Now we're both wet".

"Just two idiots in the rain" Jimin giggles.

"Come on pretty boy let me move" Yoongi whines into the shorter's ear. Jimin feels the familiar shiver run down his spine and he smiles realizing he can associate it to their kiss and the way Yoongi is holding him now.

"Why should I?"

"So we don't get hypothermia" Yoongi rolls his eyes "and so your friends don't freak out".

Shoot his friends. Jimin frowns as he remembers sprinting away from the two in efforts to cry his eyes out alone. "You're the best distraction" Jimin whispers so quietly he doesn't even think Yoongi heard him. He doesn't care as he pulls away from the hug and walks towards the edge of the rooftop.

"Jimin! What are you doing?!"

"Come on hyung you showed me this way!" he shouts back before throwing himself over the railing in attempts to hide his fresh tears.

"Jimin its slick we shouldn't go that way" Yoongi growls from the railing. Jimin wipes his eyes quickly before turning towards the older.

"I didnt know you were such a wuss hyung? Since when has a little rain stopped you before" it's clearly a statement and not a question. Yoongi rolls his eyes before tossing himself over the railing to Jimin's side. Jimin smiles after accepting that he's won over Yoongi that time, what he doesn't know is that he already has before.

Naturally Yoongi leads and doesn't hesitate to catch Jimin at the end. Its as if he was supposed to, and maybe he is. Jimin smiles accepting the blush the creeps across his cheeks, its almost as if everything has changed.But it hasn't, not really anyways, Jungkook is still gone.

"You okay pretty boy?" Yoongi asks softly taken aback, the shitty light post only have illuminates Jimins face as Yoongi intertwines their hands and pulls the shorter towards his car. In Yoongi's mind, he was fine just seconds ago, but now tears string down his cheeks and wet his plump lips. His eyes are rimmed with a light shade of red and his once starry eyes reflect nothing but the tears in them.

Jimin shakes his head knowing he cant hide from Yoongi, the older can and always will see right through his facade.

"Lets just get you home okay?" Yoongi suggest as he opens the passenger door and allows Jimin to situate himself inside. Yoongi closes Jimin's door before walking around to the drivers side. Jimin finally leans his head against the cold glass and lets his own thoughts consume him, Taehyung probably wants to punch him for running away and Grandma Park is probably already calling everyone she knows in search of him.

Jimin doesn't pay much attention to Yoongi roaring the engine to life or the wiping the windshield dry of rain, although he does recognize him driving slower.

its probably just the rain.

But in Yoongi's head its because he doesn't want the drive to end.

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to be completely honest, this chapter sucks sorry y'all i wrote this when i was experiencing that writers block a lil while back. 

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