Misconceptions [Shawn Michaels]

Chapter 53

Back To Square One.

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*Sisilia's POV*

"I know..." I finally said breaking the heavy silence that dawned upon me and Shawn.

"Wh-what?" Shawn stuttered eyeing me warily as I now stood turning my back towards him.

"I knew it," I repeated inhaling a sharp breath and closing my eyes.

So, I was right.

"How?" He questioned making me snap my eyes open.

I turned back around to face him who was now standing and towering over me. "What does it matter? It already happened."

And I feel so stupid.

"Sisilia, I'm s--" Shawn began but my breathy sarcastic laugh cut him short.

"Sorry? It meant nothing?" I scoffed drawing my lips into a thin line and slightly nodding my head before taking a step back and shaking my head going back to being serious. "Shawn, I really didn't want to believe it but I pick up on things really quickly and the clues were just too obvious and now that you admit to it... I--"

I feel so God awfully stupid and pathetic.

"Sisilia--" Shawn begin again this time reaching to hold my arm but I flinched back holding a palm up.

"Save it Shawn. I get it. I understand. You love her. I can't change that; the way you feel, but I am not going to stick around and be taken for a fool any longer."

"Sisilia, please..." Shawn begged trying to hold me again but I quickly stepped back swatting his hands away.

"No Shawn! I can't trust you!" I suddenly yelled catching us both off guard. I can feel my temper being shoved off a cliff powered by all the emotions that were mixed and flying all over the place inside me. "This is what I was talking about. After everything that has happened between us and that was said- when I finally think that we're taking a step forward into building something- you go and do this shit! How fuckin' desperate are you to get your dick wet?!"

Shawn looked completely taken back by my harsh words. His eyes wide as he gulped.

"Sisi-" He attempted to speak but my mouth quickly cut him off before my brain can process it.

"No! You will let me speak!" I growled before taking a step toward him. He lets out a sigh slumping his shoulders as if giving up but keeps his eyes on me.

I held his stare for a moment before deciding that I should probably cool myself. I really didn't want to fight and by the look on Shawn's face, I know he doesn't want to either.

I took in a deep breath before letting it go. "I know we're basically nothing and there's no intimacy or anything deep between us, but I feel so cheated right now, Shawn. I just... can't believe you," I spoke and lowly and truthfully.

Way to make yourself feel ever lower than dirt Sisi.

"Sisilia..." Shawn sighed reaching out and curling his fingers around my arm cautiously as he stared at me. I didn't move or flinch as I allowed his touch feeling as if I needed it. "I am so sorry. I made a mistake. You have every right to be angry but--"