Not A Mistake ~ Tom Hiddleston

OO9 ~ Affair

The past months were incredible. They were filled with sex, make out sessions and dates towards the nicest places of England. Places you've never been before.
You would fly to Britain almost every weekend to maintain this affair you had going on with Tom Hiddleston himself. It were the best months of your life. You'd never thought that after your wild night together, things would escalate so much that you had an actual affair going on.

'I won't be here next weekend' Tom says as he hands you a glass of red wine and plops down on the sofa next to you. 'Why not?' You pout at him while softly placing your hand on his chest. He smiles innocently at you. 'I'm really sorry, love. I'm working on a new movie with Jeremy Renner' Your jaw drops. 'As in, Hawkeye?' You say with disbelief. You would still love to meet the Avengers cast. That would be so much fun! He chuckles while shutting your jaw with his finger. 'I love it when you go in all fan mode' He says as he leans in to peck your lips. The feeling of his lips against yours still feels so surreal.

'But back to the movie. I can't tell you much about it only that I'll be in LA for the next months' You stare at him, disappointment forming in your eyes. 'But then you'll be gone longer that just next weekend' He nods while wrapping his arm around you. 'I'm really sorry. Perhaps I could see if there is a possibility that you could join me a weekend in LA? But it is a very tricky thing to do, reporters and paparazzi will be following me around during my stay there' It's not wise although you would love to be there with him and also have a chance to meet Jeremy Renner.

'I'll call you' He tries to cheer you up a little, rubbing your back softly. You nod and smile at him. 'You better, I will stalk you' You joke what makes him laugh. 'I know you will' a sigh leaves your lips as you rest your head on his shoulder.

'You know, I was wondering something' Tom starts talking after a few minutes of complete silence. You hum in response, your eyes still closed while enjoying his presence near you. 'You said that Loki is your favourite character but, and it's not to gain more praise from you, what other movies did you like and why?' A smirk creeps up your features but you immediately start explaining to him what your favourites are. 'Besides Loki, who is just an evil sadistic fuck which I enjoy because it's played by you, an actor who wouldn't hurt a fly in real life and what intrigues me to believe that there is a side of you that has dark thoughts' You say, gaining a chuckle from him. 'I'm not going to elaborate on that now but you see the point, I hope. And then there is Adam in Only Lovers Left Alive where you're a vampire and I love vampires, but besides that, you portray an utterly romantic one but although suicidal and already in possession of the wooden bullet, he won't pull the trigger because of his love for Eve' You tell him and your mind takes you back to that movie. 'It's romantic, dramatic and also a very strange movie if you ask me and the ending sucks. Literally' He agrees with you. 'No, you don't understand' You change the position you're currently in by laying down onto the sofa with your head resting on his lap. 'There is no closure.. it's an open end! What happens next? I don't know' You say, staring into his blue eyes. 'I assume you can't tell me if there is going to be a sequel' He shakes his head and looks back at you with amusement. Right as he wants to speak again, you hush him by pressing one of your fingers softly against his lips. 'No, no. I'm not done. I can literally talk about a few of your other movies as well and I'm desperately hoping that it won't creep you out' He nods, letting you talk again.

'Thank you' You say, removing your finger from his lips. 'Then there is I Saw The Light. That is a movie I simply adore. You portray Hank Williams so well! I love his music and hearing you sing his songs made me weak in the knees! No kidding' He laughs and places his hands to rest on your stomach. 'And last but not least of the ones I'm going to name because trust me, there are a few more but I don't want to go all fangirl on you, is Crimson Peak. I love how they're listing it as horror but it's really not. It's also a strange movie but I enjoyed it because I liked the weirdness of it except the very disturbing part of Lucille and Thomas. But over all, it was a great movie and I loved the creepy mansion and the whole story line of why Thomas and Lucille did those things to the poor girl. But it wasn't so scary that you could list it as horror' He listens intensely at your rant and he finds it quite amusing. There will be issues, always. That's just something you know when you start on a new project. The bright point is that you still love the most of it. And that is what truly matters to him.

You reach for your glass on the table but you can't reach it and just when you're about to leave his lap to grab it, he pushes you back and grabs it for you, handing you the glass. You sit up straight but you throw your legs over his lap to replace your head. You love being near him like this. It makes you feel special that he's chosen you although you fear that he'll hook up with another woman when he's in LA. A female cast member for example. 'What are you thinking about, darling?' He reaches for your cheek, softly grabbing a strand of your hair and tugging it behind your ear. 'Nothing special' You lie, forcing a smile on your lips. Who are you to forbid him from doing that? You're not offically together. Just a fling.
'Alright' He smiles back, taking a sip from his wine. You do the same while getting a hand through your hair. Don't think about that now, you still have one full day with him after this one.